Tuesday, December 26, 2006

Christmas Holiday

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It's almost the end of my long awaited Christmas Holiday.... >.<

Did... seems nothing...

Had a Party with gals... Had a Movie and Christmas Dinner with Tim... then shopping with Mum and Steve for two days... and that's all~

But... had finished shopping for my cousin's Wedding in late Jan.... One of the greatest things during my holiday~ :P

Have to resume work tomorrow la.. Not that refreshing... Another hope for the New Year leave... XDDDD

Sunday, December 17, 2006

又無訓四十幾個鐘~

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從星期四早上七點多醒來到現在星期日晚上十一點,四天中我只睡了十三個小時。

現在把事都忙完了,終於有點累的感覺。

我承認我不應該在那麼"煩"忙的日子裡還追看電視,但實在太吸引了。星期四白天已經有事要忙,班也不能上。晚上想好好寫論文,卻一邊看開着YOU TUBE看電視,一邊開着 WORD 寫論文,導致寫了一個通宵還沒完成。星期五是死線,又要多請一天的假。

路途遙遙的去學校交功課,回來本打算好好睡一覺,但我實在沒辦法對抗電視的引誘,連續看到凌晨。因為躺在床上看,一不小心就睡着呢。當我真的熬不過去時,我已經四十二個小時沒睡,大腦沒休息了。

昨天陪媽媽看醫生後就去弄頭髮,把頭髮弄好後立即回家,一來要照顧媽媽,二來當然為快點把電視完成。:P 很久沒試過了,感覺很好。

但還是日劇比較好看,日劇的鋪排好像比較好,到結局時不會令人感到突兀。看台劇或韓劇,很多時候都有一種「現在已經十八集了,不是二十就結局嗎? 怎麼現在還是『故事發現階段』呢? 一點都不像尾聲,好像還有很長的故事喔!」的感覺,可能是在為「續集」鋪路吧。

還有,差不多一年沒有追看「同步」電視啦,現在在追看 ELLA 的新劇。:P 可惜我的電腦都不能 PPSTREAM,也只好在 YOU TUBE 看「短片」囉。

祝福

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祝福妳~

願主守護妳~

I'm back again!

I'm back again...
Announcement: This site is made open publicly again for my friends.
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Today I heard a not good news. What means by "not good"? "Bad"? No... I don't want it to be a bad news as it was still "half unknown" but definitely it's not a good news; so I make it a "not good news".

Dunno why... can't help... and can only wait. I hate this feelings but seem that we all have to face it as humans.

Hope for the best and God Bless.

You'll be fine and alright. ^_^

Tuesday, November 28, 2006

我是香港人~ I'm from HK!

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《小姐,轉機到台北嗎?》

【一】
北京機場經濟艙地勤人員在櫃台喊:「還有沒有人坐 901 轉機到台北?」
沒回應。
她走下來〈真不明白為什麼櫃台要比地面高一點〉問:「有人要轉機到台北嗎?」
她沒有每個都問,但特地走到某些人旁邊問她們,而大部份都要轉機,只是有些比較趕,有些比較遲。
我排在 vip 的櫃台,那個地勤人員突然走過來問:「小姐,要轉機到台北嗎?」
「不,我到香港,謝謝!」
她還是偰而不捨,「到香港後要去台北嗎?」
「不用,我只去香港。」

沒多久,又有另外的地勤人員在喊:「有人要坐 901 轉機到台北嗎?」
這一次人們沸騰起來,但也沒回應。
再一次有人對我說:「小姐,要轉機到台北嗎
「我去香港的,謝謝!」

【二】
好不容易 check in 了〈因為航班 delayed 了,很麻煩〉就去海關。很多人,很混亂,找到一個看似「龍尾」的東西,碰到兩個本來也坐 901 的台灣跟香港出版商,「你也是坐 901 喔,剛剛在那邊有看到你跟他們說趕時間。」
「對呀!」我回。
「要回台北嗎?在香港轉機。」
「我是香港人喔!」

《小姐,上海人嗎?》

【一】
「你不是北京人喔?」
「不是。」
「上海人嗎?」
「我,香港人。」

【二】
「小姐,你要去第一航廈還是第二?因為南航跟廈航在第一,其他的都在第二。」
「我去香港,該是第二吧!」
「那一定是第二啦,不好意思喔,我一直以為你是南方人,要回上海去。」

"Where did you study?"

- One -
"I heard that people in Hong Kong are bilingual and you are..... But I met a few before, their English is not that good. Still have differences in English and Chinese standards, right?"
"umum.... Yup... 'coz the majority speak Cantonese but have to use English at work and at school..."
"Is it the same for every one? You'll really bilingual, only the accents."
"haha... it's basically the same for the same age 'coz we're brought up in English Medium Schools. We're taught in English in every subjects except Chinese and Chinese History."
"So how about Mandarin?"
"Also a subject but only compulsory up to junior high school."
"You did some German in Uni, right?"
"Yup... and in fact still doing..."
"Oh... I just misunderstand that you don't have lessons now. So did you go abroad for Uni.?"
"Nope... also in HK."
"ok...."

- Two -
"btw... where did you study Uni.?"
"Hong Kong"
"Oh.... still in HK... didn't go abroad?"
"No ^_^"
.......
"So and you? Did any Sports?"
"I used to play Softball at school and quite enjoyed Squash and water sports."
......
"I did some cross-training when I was teaching in Uni. and played Australian football and soccer when younger."
"Oh.. that's nice!.. I accompanied my friend before to do some Orienteering too... that's nice! And I love watching Rugby! I've never missed a HK Sevens!!"
"You've really never go abroad for study?"
"No!!! Till now.... :P"


HEY!!!!! I'm from Hong Kong! I was born and educated in Hong Kong!!!

Though I do speak fluent English and Mandarin and a bit German and Japanese for basic communication, I'm a 100% HK People! ^_^ I learn all these in HK, but the exposure to lanaguage is not necessarily be restricted in HK...

Monday, November 20, 2006

Brokeback Mountain and its Chinese Translation

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16/11/2006

As you may remember, I've taken a course about Readings in Translation. No assignments, unless you take the readings as assignment. No test, no midterms but Term Paper. It may sound a bit strange to my 'Engineering' friends 'coz almost all engineering courses involve assignments... i.e. Practical subject that you have to practice!!! For Arts subject, I found it quite popular for master level courses. Anyway, not going to talk about this.

My Paper is now on Cicada by Mr. Lin Huai-min but my first choice was originally Brokeback Mountain. I didn't work on it finally 'coz I really don't like the Chinese version from the first few lines and I don't want to have a Paper with "bias".

My classmate presented her Paper on Brokeback Mountain last night and she showed a clip of the movie too! It was soooooo nice! :D Her points are great too... detailed but personally I won't do it that way. I'm not sure if she deliberately miss out the most important feature of the language used in Brokeback Mountain (and in fact the whole Wyomin stories) but I would definitely work on it if I would have done this! ^_^ It is about the "Wyomin" accents! You could never see the word "of" appears inside the dialouges; you could only see a single letter "a". The single letter "a" appears almost every single sentence inside the dialogue replacing words like "of" "out" "an" and etc. This is an attempt to immitate the Wyoming accents. (though it's quite obvious but it is also from an interview from Annie Proulx) So how this "cowboy" (= lower class) accents be translated to Chinese?

Related to the "colloquial" languages, the "cowboy" and the "homo" imply a very strong "US culture" and it is extraordinary trivial that homo associated with cowboy is a sign of discrimination. So how these can be reflected in Chinese?

These are what I would very much like to hear from my dear classmate but I didn't have the answers last night. Rather, she made a very detailed study on the degress of translation like "over" or "under" in terms of mainly "tone" and "style". She quoted one example that I couldn't agree anymore!!!!

"You're too much for me, Ennis, you son of a whoreson bitch. I wish I knew how to quit you."

** my note: see? how beautiful the language is! my classmate said she thought it was the most beautiful part / sentence in the whole story! ** my note: Agree! Not only the language but also the tone and the way Annie put it into a sentence. And it is sooooo "visible" to the reader. A simple sentence like that "phrases" Jack's character soooooo much! So it should be a very difficult task to translate this into Chinese and the translator did a very bad job. My classmate said she thought it was the most badly translated part!!!!!!

「你對我太重要了,恩尼司,你這個賤貨婊子養大的雜種。要是我知道怎樣戒掉你就好了。」

天喔!怎麼會是"戒掉"!!! 人家 "quit you" 是很有意境的!人們說「quit smoking」是戒煙,重點不是放在"戒"而是"為甚麼要戒?",因為"addicted to it" 所以要"戒"所以是"quit"。這裡是對人說"quit you",引申的意義是"addicted to you (so much) that I could not control myself anymore",所以 Jack 說"I wish I knew how to quit you",句式是"I wish + past tense (knew)",所以我們知道是"不可能"發生的!所以中譯的「要是我知道怎樣戒掉你就好了」是錯(應該說是不完全正確)的演繹。雖然在漢語中這一句也帶有「我現在不知道,希望以前就知道」的意思,但它沒有完全否定以後是否知道,在某一些場景它也可以理解為"對明天抱有一絲希望"。但在英文中"I wish + past tense (knew)"的句式是用來表達「完全不可能 0%」的場景,e.g. 最經典的例子是"I wish I were a bird"! Jack 的意思不是說"要是我知道就好了"而是"我沒可能把你戒掉"。但「戒掉」一詞還是很"不搭調"。他的意思是「他完全迷溺於對 Ennis 的感情,無法自跋」意境是超級漂亮的! 中譯本把那個情調、 那個意境通通殺掉!說情調,"You're too much for me" 是非常棒的一句,但中文的「你對我太重要了」完全不對。英文中的"You're too much for me","too much" implies "I can't stand it anymore",有「我不能承受」之意 (在這裡它更有"我再不能承受了"之意),跟「你對我太重要了」相差甚遠。還有那句"whoreson bitch"也是非常過份的翻譯。雖然 cowboy 是 lower class,用詞比較粗鄙,但你會對着你愛的人說「你這個賤貨婊子養大的雜種」嗎? 恐怕這個在華語系社會中都不太能說通吧!

That's why my classmate said it was "太過份了". True... if you love the original Brokeback Mountain, especially appreciate the language of the story, you would definitely have the same response as we did. (yup... my "comment" is also "太過份了")

Just to share with you guys an example... I may study it in greater details later after I've finished my own Papers... and may be posting some of my ideas.

Tokyo Juliet

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Tokyo Juliet - the only one in 2006 drove me crazy! Not yet 24 hours but I've been watching from probably 4 or 5 pm to 9:30 am the next morning!

Great Show! :P

The next one I'm waiting is the one by Ella; another Japanese comic adapted drama! ^_^

Thursday, November 16, 2006

誤打誤撞的 mocha~

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15/11/06

We have Blue Mountain and Nescafe Gold Instant in office. Every morning, our MD will make the coffee by himself and share with us (meaning leave the whole pot in the pantry). Usually the colleagues will pour in either the whole or skimmed milk in fridge instead of using cream powder or liquid cream.

This morning, I bought a chocolate milk back to the office without any reasons 'coz usu. I would have bought a soya milk (at most it's the malted one). After having a few sips, I went to the pantry for some water. Then suddenly I thought of Mocha.

"umum... usu. we pour 'white' milk and it tastes like Latte ['coz I really pour half-half!!! :P], today I have chocolate milk ar... then it would be mocha!!! Let's try!!!!" I thought.

Then I poured half cup of coffee from the machine and filled my bottle with warm water and left the pantry for my delicious chocolate milk!! I poured the chocolate milk into the coffee to fill up the half cup. ooooooohhhhhh.... it really tastes like Mocha! God! I've made my own! haha~ never thought of it! (hey... it's in fact on of the easiest thing in World woh...) yup... it's simple but i've never done that and sorry...... i've never thought of it... i always think that Mocah has some magic behind! I now understand... both Latte and Mocha... the magic is good coffee (blue mountain in fact quite fit into it but sometimes ppl may think a waste of not hving black blue mountain) and..... very importantly... WHOLE milk!!!!

Trust me, WHOLE milk will make the whole thing FULL and taste right! Let's sacrifice other fatty food for this if u love Latte / Mocha! ^_^

Backup and Recovery

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14/11/2006

Finally I decided to format my computer and done most of the backup on Monday night. It was quite surprised to realize how many Photos we have (both Steve and I... 'coz we shared the computer for a while since his broken and he hadn't bought a new one before Uni.)

Unfortunately I dun have a card reader and my DC is out of battery... my 2GB memory card did no contribution to my backup. I've used up all kinds of memory devices I could have in hand (and on the net)... Memory Stick, school FTP sites, my website's FTP site... and grateful to the Webshots... ^_^ but still... as the uploading speed is not too fast, i couldn't got to bed at 2 am!!!

Very happy to receive my "early" Christmas Gift from Tim, a 160 GB external harddisk! I could use it for backup la!!!

umum... but this Christmas Gift seems to be a bit "technical"... haha~ let's still go for a fine dinner!

Monday, November 13, 2006

my IE is being kidnapped......

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Damn......
i just shut down the firewall for 30 minutes to transfer some files then i was attacked by those mainlanders!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Goddamn it!!!!!! I still got my anti-virus running!!!!!

And... i didn't visit any chinese websites these days at home, not even saying those mainland chinese one... the only "chinese" websites i've visited are the "webmail" and "webct". Strange......

It just installed automatically and u can't uninstall it!!! And nothing can be done onto it! I've modified the Register, Service and even used the DOS environment to delete it....

It's time for a formatting... that's good...

Saturday, October 21, 2006

My 1st Birthday Party this year...

Thanks for "organizing" the "party" for me...
今年第一個慶生的party是一個 surprise~
我想其實那只是湊巧,不過也非常謝謝你!

我很喜歡這裡,但這裡沒有跟 IM 連上,比較"不好 promote" :p

也因為這樣,會來的都是老朋友,我會繼續在這裡記錄,為他們,也為我自己,因為這是我的成長印記。

但我不會再 "promote" 這裡了,如此一來這裡的讀者跟我有更深的感情,更多的默契,許多事都不需要過多的解說。

讀者們: 默契是培養出來的,我相信我們之間有的,所以你會懂我在說甚麼,也該知道我當下的心情吧!

Tuesday, October 17, 2006

Busy weeks...

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Busy Busy and Busy... been busy for a while, both work and study... even didn't do the German assignment!!! am still thinking of quitting it but I really don't want to waste what I've learnt... for learning languages, if you don't keep on, you just lose it... I know it too well after the 3 years' so-called English training... for Japanese lucky that we hv many TV dramas and movies to watch!

For the translation courses, I've finished the Paper Abstract for my Core Course and already got the grade back. Satisfactory result but I'm now worrying if I could do what my Prof. expected. I'm not worried about the analysis provided that I hv enough time. My biggest problem and concern encountered to date towards my study is the Super Lack of Time! And for the elective course, I'm even having my Paper Presentation next week! I guess it would cover 2 to 3 out of 5 aspects that I would like to focus in the Paper and for each aspects, 1/3 of examples will be presented. My Paper has not a single letter yet... but all ideas are in my mind! I think it should be okay. Unless the Xerox works!!!!
Really damn it! I've to choose 10 papges from the original and find out corresponding translation. I would be an easier task if I'm doing Novels. I just extract half of a chapter will do... but mine is a Short / "Medium" Story which is about 200 pages as a whole without any chapters! How could I extract 10 "representative" pages from it? It's a hard task. Anyway, finally I've extracted 15 pages from the original and 13 from the translation. Hope that's acceptable! :P

Also very busy with the Trip planning! At last finished all bookings! the Eurostar and the Accomodations! Details about metro / travel card is done too! what's left behind is a detailed planned routes for the 4 days in Paris!! With a wish to enjoy more a Parisien life, we sacrifice Barcelona. Lovely Barcelona, let's see next time! ^_^
Will head for a Seminar / Training in Beijing in end Nov for 2 days... nice trip... hope so.. :P

Originally got online to share my study experience esp. the progress of my Papers and a few current affair issues but now...... :P got distracted by...... probably myself!

After the Europe Trip, next stop will be Japan of 80% sure unless $$.... Taiwan, Singapore, Shanghai, Thailand etc. are not counted as these are like the Resort! For refreshing and relaxing oneself! But Europe, Japan, South America, Middle Asia etc. are for excursion AND shopping! haha~

It's already 2 now... got to sleep or I'll be late again!

P.S. Just found (not really just... already half a month ago) a few interesting Blogs to share with you..... still not asked the 'blogger' for his / her permission so can't disclose yet... Check out later... really intersesting TO ME.... Note that it's TO ME! (If you know me well, you'll know if these blogs are of your interest without seeing them!)

Tuesday, September 26, 2006

Recent Life

Been busy with schools... readings and papers... bunches of readings waiting for me!!! :P And my German and Japanese homeworks... many 'workbook exercises' and writing exercises for my German, also Presentation to prepared!!! For my Japanese, actually I've suspended my class for about a month and now starting it again! So have to catch up with others in class and thus many Grammar book readings!
So not surprisingly not much time for me to manage my blogs. However as I'll been writing busy writing during my courseworks, I try to post some articles to share with you my research progress.
Here's my another blog entry a few days ago, re-posted here:

School already started on 4th September. Busy working and busy studying.
Many reading materials and two Term Papers to finish.
Originally I was taking Introduction to P/E Interpreting; but after one lecture, I talked to my teacher and she suggested that the course next term might be more relevant for me. After obtaining her 'permission' to sit-in sort of 'officially' -- to practise short memory under pressure and Putonghua according to my teacher, I dropped the course and added my 2nd choice: Readings in Translated Works.
It's very interesting to read the literary pieces in both Chinese and English; and to analyse them from the 'translation' point of view. It's different from what I had experienced before when doing the Humanities courses. We were told a bit about the background but not that much; we were not analysing the pieces according to the cultures or politics at that time, rather we were examining the differences in style or language usage in the translated works. How the translated works miss out important message of the piece by altering the style or use of words? This is what I learnt from last lecture. I understand I have to read through the readings and to find out more 'differences' or 'similarities' among the two, but I do not have time yet. :( Probably, I'll try finishing it by this week. Tomorrow I'm having the class again, and this time even more interesting: Sex and the City.
BUT what's more important: I still haven't decided a book for my Term Paper!!!!! >O< Lucky is that I am not required to hand in any Abstract or Outline beforehand.

For my core course, I've already decided my research topic and discussed with my Professor. It falls into neither one of the 'big topics' suggested by the Prof. so I wondered if it's irrelevant to my course before talking to my Prof.!! However, after talking to my Prof., I wondered if it was a bit easy or too simple for a Master Paper as he said, 'It's simple, you know how to do it'. Luckily, after clarification, I know that no scholars had carried out similar research (ooo... God! Then how can I do the critical review?), or better say no scholars had analysed the pieces from that perpective. I asked if I should change to another Topic, like those Empirical field research, but my Prof. sort of encouraged me to carry on saying that the topic's interesting and meaningful (only if I could manage to do it and really have done it "well"). So... my topic's decided and I've been writing my Abstract! Hope that I could really manage it!

BTW, don't know if I talked to my Prof. in Putonghua or I talked about Virginia Woolf, Mrs. Dalloway and 白先勇, he first asked if I was taking Literature before, when he knew that I was from EE, he was sort of shocking, I could tell. When he knew that I was from 'UST', he first asked which 'UST' wondering if it's one of those in China or Taiwan (In fact I couldn't hear the name of places he said, I just guess what he's thinking 'coz when I said HK, he said, "o.. is HK?")? When he knew that it was HKUST, he still asked if I was brought up in HK?

Personally I would be more grateful if it's 'coz my Perspectives than of my Putonghua. :P

Monday, August 28, 2006

28 August 2006

Yet another month haven't written something here, got many to say but too little time for me to write.

Am now working in the office, busy but bored. Need some refreshment I know but I still haven't done anything :P

Many tasks waiting me to finish, many reports to write and many to check, but my brain's not working at all! Damn…

Anyway, I'm not going to write anymore on this boring topic. Let's talk about how I try to refresh myself.

I'm setting off for Europe right after my birthday in October! Though I've booked and paid for the return ticket to London, I haven't decided other destinations! I guess I would definitely go to Paris as the Eurostar only takes up around 4 hours (incl. all traveling time and time difference) I would very much like to go to Barcelona too… despite the tight schedule that it may not be ‘workable’. Umum… better faster decided which sightseeing spots and/or museums to visit and what outlets, stores and/or other attractions to go!!!! :D Luckily Vicky had suggested me a lot of attractions in London and Paris and she promised to stay at home the weekend I'm there being my host!!! Sweet Vicky! And so do Maggie and Libbie! Great cousins!

Besides going out of town, I watched 2 Japanese movies recently! Great… to me… 'coz it helps me refresh myself. I read 2 volumes of Death Note in Taiwan before but never finished the whole series. Frankly, I didn't have a ‘high intention’ to watch it at the 1st place; simply 'coz I really wanna watch a movie, then go for it. At least, the movie had Tatsuya Fujiwara! Well… the movie's ok, not exceptionally good but definitely not bad. A bit disappointed is Tatsuya, maybe I have a very high expectation on him. My impression is not sharp enough and didn't appear smart enough. He could be better I do believe. So waiting for the Finale (is it?) in November!

Thursday, August 03, 2006

Europe Trip

am planning my 1st Europe Trip! Soooooooooooo Excited yet frightening! :P 'coz u can't speak English in Europe.. n am NOT going to Germany (strange thing in fact.. esp. I planned to go during October.. Oktoberfest...) or German-speaking countries... so the biggest problem is COMMUNICATION!!!! strange...

Anybody has info. for me? my prelim. iternary is: Hong Kong -> London -> Paris -> Barcelona -> Hong Kong! Great!! ^_^

I've... already flown there~ ;P

Saturday, July 22, 2006

I'm back

I'm back! Well... In fact, I've nothing special to write on but juz wanna write sth. 'coz I'm back.

Back from where? Back from my busy world of works!

Oh.. yup.. my cousin's married n tuesday's the "chinese wedding party"! Many relatives' back from different parts of the world!!

If I got any, I'll post up some nice fotos later! :D

Wednesday, March 08, 2006

Unchanged vs Eternity

變是為了不變嗎?

不變又是為了不變嗎?

如果變真的是為了不變,那要坦白面對變嗎?

路走到了岔口,要怎麼辦?

左右有對錯嗎? 可以向前嗎?

老師說~ 天地萬物殊途同歸,我真心希望他沒有騙小孩~

但老師確實是個怪人,他要退休了,alumni newsletter 有一些訪問,他教授另類求職秘笈:
gender? undefined!
expected salary? infinity!
name? rejected!
address? meaningless!

最後是他瀟灑的寄語我們:
人生幾何,
何必學幾何;
學了幾何又如何,
不學幾何奈我何。

p.s. 他是我尊敬的數學老師~ 但他的物理造詣也同樣精湛非凡!

Friday, March 03, 2006

雜談

昨天午後如常的聽着電台節目,卻讓我聽到有點不一樣的話題。阿芝談及「寫故仔」,她提供了一些她個人的寫作方法,很有趣。他們說,身邊常常出現一些人或一些朋友把「我要當作家」掛在口邊,但沒有一個認真確實的寫起來,有故事構想但不懂如何下筆的人也有。是的,總是有很多這樣的人,但我應該慶幸我身邊一個這樣的人也沒有,勉強說一個應該是我自己。我是很會躲懶的人,這要感謝爸媽賜我比較靈敏的頭腦,做起事來事半功倍,也就多了很多「工餘」時間,但懶惰的我卻沒有好好把握這多出來的時間好好寫作,日記網誌我寫的尚算很多,影評碟評也有,但真正的創作卻丟空已久,創作的感覺幾乎也忘了。

我身邊出現的多是言出必行的實幹派,不久前看過「小妹」的自傳。從來沒有想過寫作堂外的她會寫作,會把自己的故事寫出來。這令我記起了很多年前的一個想法,想把「美心事件」的始末寫成一個少女成長的故事。當時我想這樣的一個故事應該會很受歡迎,因為女生有共鳴,男生又想藉此多些了解女生事。多年後的今天已經有無數多的人把自己的回憶寫成故事,兼成暢銷書籍,我沒有要步後塵的念頭,因為我不喜歡追逐羊群,我要的是原創意念。

我很欽佩那些真心要當作家,要當作曲家,要當創作人的人,他們都有一顆赤字之心,對創作都有着最單純的熱情澎湃。我喜歡寫作,我喜歡音樂,我喜歡設計,但我沒有勇氣去尋找這樣的一個理想。對音樂,在我會考選科不能選音樂以後,我明白我的家人不喜歡我「只做」音樂;對寫作,大學選科的時候,我有把英文中文系填進去的衝動,但終究令我更明瞭我家人不太能面對這樣的女兒。我的父母不能稱之為古老石山,只是他們經歷的太多,銳意開拓一條平坦大路給我們,如是也直到現在。一個非常有自我主見,又非常重視自我感覺的乖女兒能如何按照父母給我的路標走出我自己的世界來呢 ? 我把我一生都附在建築系上。到現在我也不知道有多少人能聽出我口中的「不太想唸,只為爸爸」的借口。我是一心要進建築系,但我想做的不是建築師而是室內設計師,這爸爸是知道的而且高興的!我很認真的應考了港大建築系的入學筆試,據我所知當年有近三百五十多人應考而他們只會選出一百二十位參加面試。很順利地我被邀請參加面試,更順利地他們初步取錄了我,給了我一個「很簡單」的高考成績條件。「很簡單」的程度是連那個通知我的人也說:「恭喜你!經過面試以後,我們覺得你很適合進入我們學系,也看過你會考成績,只是循例告訴你一個高考成績要求,只要 xxxxxx,你把我們填在第一個選擇就 ok 了。」對設計,就在我高考放榜當天一切都沒有了,沒有了其實還有我的人生!

現在的我是一個坐在辦公室工作,偶爾要出差到工地去的工程師,工餘時間學瑜伽、學德文和學日文,工作枯燥得要命。為了我的所謂人生,我嘗試在那條堆砌出來的大直路拐彎,試了兩年多,終於幾天前我交出了兩份「文學碩士」的申請表。

昨天重提了久封的畫筆,亂畫了一幅速寫,只是 sketches,還好吧!

今天我要開始回想我的「美心事件」,這是一件非常戲劇化的真人真事,幾個月前我才知道原來這個故事很不一樣,我們都是有創意的人,根本每天都在演我們心中的一齣肥皂戲。寫成故事應該會很好看的。

Thursday, February 23, 2006

中華巴士

其實點解呢期會諗番起以前 d o野? 因為年頭囉!哈哈!本來我想寫「2005 我的十大 2006 展望」,咁我就看番前幾年o既 diary backup,哈,好好看~ :P 終於明白媽咪點解細細個要我地寫 diary,仲要用靚靚 diary 寫,收得好好咁,原來真係好有意思架!

(插一下離題o野: 看下看下就覺得呢幾年過得好快,明明就好似岩岩入 uni 咁,我今日返 ust 時好多 soc polling,有好多人問我「你係咪 marketing soc 呀? 今日 polling 喎!」好熟悉,唔覺得有咩大改變,但原來距我離開呢度都成兩年幾,嘩!)

但其實我係想寫...... 中華巴士!除左因為年頭看番好多以前既o野,仲因為呢排見到「中華巴士」現身北角!!!見到藍色車身,勁興奮,第一次見番既,雖然係佢既背影,但以我同佢朝夕相處左咁多年,我梗係一個眼尾就認出啦!我第一時間同媽咪講: 「嘩!中巴呀!」但原來媽咪看唔到,仲話:「你眼花呀? 新巴左好多年架啦喎!」嗯,可能真係我看錯啦!

幾個禮拜後,我已經唔記得左呢件事,學完瑜伽同媽咪搭巴士返落炮台山飲茶既時候,我好清楚咁再一次看到「中巴現身」,今次媽咪都看到!我地既新巴係佢隔離,所以看得好清楚係「中華巴士訓練車」!我一見到就接近「嗌」既程度同媽咪講:「喂!真係中巴呀!我無眼花架!」係我地好疑惑,唔知點解仲會有「中巴」既時候,我聽到有個小朋友細細聲同佢媽咪講:「香港無中巴架!大陸先有架!香港得巴士同小巴!」我既反應唔知係咪大左 d 呢? 連小朋友都以為我唔識o野~ 不過,well, 因為佢講得細細聲,我扮聽唔到,但佢媽咪竟然無同佢講中巴係以前行駛香港既巴士公司!佢地係港運城落車,我諗佢地一定唔知港運城係中巴車廠。唉~~~

仲有呢? 我有一日去看「冷」,諗住看下有咩靚o野,織下頸巾,行去馬寶道既時候,發現北角村附近既政府宿舍已經拆左!!!入去冷舖,左看看右看看,阿婆問「要咩冷呀?交功課呀?定自己用呀?」哈~ 唔知係咪以為我仲讀緊中學呢?

仲有好多架? 例如,早排唱 k,竟然講番「火熱動感 la la la」,何解? 唔知呢~

Monday, February 20, 2006

九十年代

喂!比個作文題目你地呀,「九十年代」~ 你會諗起 d 乜呀?
之前講過,呢排好多 web 看,好多故仔看。好老土,但真係勾番起好多美好回憶。~ 此為我的 90's 之一!
再之前講過,開始覺得自己有 d 「老人癡呆」,驚自己唔記得晒 d 人同事,已經開始着手寫「My Friends」。今次多左好多我地相處既片段,好正喎!~ 此為我的 90's 之二!

我今日先發現原來 now.com.hk 有商台重溫架!咁就重新聽過「八王子」,之前只係斷斷續續咁係做 facial 既時候聽過。(因為做 facial o個度係 basement,唔係成日都聽到 cr2) 至從少爺占組左 I love U Boy'z 之後,我就無聽少爺占好耐。
當早排發現「王貽興」原來唔係我上堂讀o個個作家後 (詳見另 post),我就看左佢話希望係唯一一本既散文集,跟住就係其他既小說。所以... 好有興趣看「少爺占 + 王貽興」既八王子。
嘩!正到爆!果然,我已經二十幾歲。(不過呢,其實有 d 我都唔熟悉既,因為始終三年一代溝嘛~ 哈哈) 再加上我住東區,雖然中學跨左區去中西區返學,但「港島區」既一切,實在是熟悉不過。
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(後續)
尋晚一連聽左五集,聽到兩點幾,想繼續聽,但因為今朝要返工,唯有今日再聽。

今日聽第六集,大 wok!!! at least 有以下既o野我好想講:

1. 梁漢文「好朋友」-- 嘩!我一直以為首歌只係幾年前,原來十年都黎緊啦!
2. auntie -- 一直以黎,我都係以「auntie」稱呼同學仔既媽咪,一直都唔知原來仲有其他稱呼。小學既時候,去左九龍城阿姨屋企,係街度撞到表姐既同學,佢竟然叫我阿姨做「劉太」!!嘩!我已經覺得好奇怪!但之後有日有人對我媽咪講「伯母」,我毛管凍晒!!唔係呀話,宜家九十年代啦喎,仲叫「伯母」??? 點知升左 uni 之後發現,原來仲有好多人叫「世伯」同「伯母」,當時個心真係有 d 「有無搞錯呀」!所以頭先聽,聽到叫人地媽咪做 auntie 就好開心,嗯,就當佢係「港島文化」啦~ :p
3. 彩虹戰隊 -- 呢集講到 homo,我諗應該係講 Rainbow 彩虹團體。記唔記得當年有個中五定中六既男學生同一班 rainbow 成員去左一間男校門口派 rainbow 既刊物,仲上晒新聞同報紙添!幾年後既 AL 英文作文我都有寫過呢個 example。
4. 趙學而「尋開心」-- 呢首歌好正,我記得當年抄歌詞係 schedule 到,annka 仲寫左幾首 lyrics 比我添,o個期好興趙學而,除左「尋開心」仲有「我恨我是女人」。
5. 同埋呢~ 之前講左好多有關咩「幸運星」呀、手繩呀咁,好正!
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(再後續)
今晚同 kakin 食飯既時候講開,呢排搵左 d friends 問「比你 choose,90's 既 icon 係咪?」,竟然有人話「孖條」,我係「o」晒嘴~ 點知 kakin 仲令我...... well loh~
跟住同 kakin 講左好多宜家同舊時既o野,講到 internet 既發展係咪好呢? 宜家 d 人唔識同人溝通,淨係 thru' internet 同人用文字"講o野",我記得聽過有人話就黎 d 人會啞架啦~ 封閉自我,打機都唔晒同人 interact!唉~~~
點知呢今晚繼續聽八王子既時候,就到講呢個 topic 既 episode 喎~ 哈哈~
雖然 kakin 無回應我既「言論」,但聽到就覺得,其實好多人都同我有同樣既想法,即係好似我細佬之前做功課,都有類似言論。我想遲 d 再仔細一 d 講下我既看法。:P
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P.S. o個日係 mk 佢地問我: 你 d friends = 商台架? well~ 我o個日話咁o岩jer,但宜家想想下,可能我地係聽商台大囉~ 同埋呢,我覺得商台同我地接近 d~

Y! Post 了 photos~

Not to post photos for sharing but for supporting myself.

Needa write out sth. to let myself explode n to hv the fotos as a supporting means of expression only.....

Heard from some old friends that they r also being frustrated (without any reasons) these days... haha... suddenly reminded me of an old saying: birds of a feather flock together! :D

Yes... we do... but we enjoy it.. :P rite gals?

Fotos posted here.

看別人的 web~

是的,是 web~ 不是 blog~
剛剛跟我"妹" msn 時,講到我的生活。是的,我每天的生活 = msn / blogging (指係呢度同係 y! 寫 entries) / reading others' xanga or blogs or online diaries / to kaman's newsgroup, 基本上就是這樣了。我每天都會 check emails,check 了 emails 才到自己的 forum 去。驟眼看來我的生活真的很枯燥。枯燥到上網也不知可到那裡去流連。msn 其實不太多人同我 chat,我 online 時我 contact list 上的人不是 busy 就是 away。所以 bes 話: 你癡線架?! 我一 update 完你就 leave 左 message 啦~ 是的,最近的我都有點癡線,就像昨天跟丹丹的 msn,癡癡的,不太長但很 warm 很開心。
不用上班的日子是進修時間,星期一、二跟六要上課,其餘也要溫書和到小妹妹家裡當廉價 part time。練琴的時間少之又少,本想重新黎過,起碼要為遲下重執教鞭準備下嘛,但都無時間。
呢排多左好多 web 要看,好奇怪? 又有 story 看~ 哈~
今日o岩o岩 finish 左金魚個 web,看左佢寫既自傳,幾好看喎,繼續啦~
不過呢,我發現左‧‧‧‧‧‧
1) 咩原來o個次入廠係做檢查咩? 我一直都以為係 operation 喎~
2) 咁呢次檢查係咪訓住讀 geo. o個次呢?
3) 嘩~ 原來細細個就咁搵錢?
我想,每個人每個階段都會認識唔同既人有唔同既經歷,咁如果有一個人,我由佢好細個到佢宜家咁大既事都知少少,佢自傳既事我都知道(少少都 ok),咁都算係一件非常幸福既事,俗語話: 得一知己死而無憾嘛~ ^_^

Friday, February 17, 2006

終於寫下了一些~

(moved from elsewhere)
寫了一點~ 在 Y! link: http://hk.myblog.yahoo.com/candy-art

力不從心? 力有不遞?

在 Y! 裡看到很多人的媽媽也成為 blogger 了,說感覺很奇怪,有人說不要媽媽來看,怕媽媽以為子女「精神分裂」,也有人覺得媽媽變了另外一個人似的。

我想,這就是真正 e 世代的開始,不同輩份的人也在網路上溝通起來。

貧者越貧, 富者越富

[編後按: 前言 from elsewhere -
本來是想回應一下 pinky 的 diary,貧富論,卻變成我的 shopping checklist :P

我想我是有一點,一點而已的 shopaholic! :P]

頭先係 pinky 既 online diary 看到有段 quote,其中寫道: 「如果我有那麼多的一佰萬作投資,我會還沒有買一部plasma給自己嗎?」(前面講緊做個過左一百萬既投資計劃送 plasma) 我個人覺得這句的 logic 有點問題,我有很多百萬去投資不代表我一定要買一部 plasma 給我自己,我就是愛看 29" ,不行嗎? 還有,我就是有很多百萬但我家住很小的 apartment,不行嗎?

(離題一下: 關於 plasma,我家有一個疑問遲遲沒有解決~ 爸爸打算買新電視機,看過一些 plasma 和 lcd 電視,但沒有定案。一天跟弟弟說,他很大反應的問:「那吃飯的時候就看不到電視囉!」是的,這是我家想解決的問題。現在我家的電視有一個特制的轉盤承托着,吃飯的時候可以把它轉成 perpendicular to the wall,parallel to our dining table,還可推出推入;變成了「貼牆電視」後該怎麼辦?)

我覺得看「電視」的話,不需要 plasma 吧,LCD 電視就很好。看「戲」的話,當然是戲院好,要是想作家庭影院,也該選 projector 吧!我虎視耽耽了 LCD 電視很久,想把一部 21" 的放進房裡,看 dvd,當 pc mon,很好!

另外有說[Hermes birkin 最貴的要四萬蚊一個, 美金喎...],這應該是普通版的,不同價錢是不同皮料不同顏色。貴係貴在人手做架,所以要訂又要等幾年。特別版用特別的皮做的,加上一些特別的 accessories 和可觀的顏色是可以過一百萬元港幣的。

但講真呢,我就鍾意 kelly bag 多 d 喎。話說回來,我其實都係一個 hermes fan! 哈哈~ hermes 的 quality 真的很好的!之前已經好想買本 organizer 同銀包,但因為 organizer 實在無乜機會用,放棄左啦!銀包呢?之前看唔岩,覺得 d 款好老~ 前年就想買個 Fourre-tout 帆布手挽袋返工,但靚女同 steve 都話帆布唔係咁好喎,所以改買 gucci 既全黑皮啦 (基本上無人知係 gucci 架,so far 咁耐得呀強一個問過我: gucci 呀?)

舊年呢,就癡左線,我差 d 買左個價值五千幾但乜都放唔落既 her bag 喎,因為呢,我o個期好鍾意「袋仔」!但呢,我留左電話比個 sales 姐姐,話有白色就 call 我啦,個 sales 姐姐肯定係 look upon on me,所以無 call 我,而我又好 angry,所以之後就無入過去任何一間 hermes 啦!但我又念念不忘喎,宜家最想要既,太多啦~ Fourre-tout 手挽袋同 garden party 係首選~ 岩我 feel d~

講開又講,上幾個 weeks 去 pp,見到 bv 有個新既白色袋,唔識 describe,唔係方又唔係圓,望個陣覺得好女人,入 bv 都只係想搵伯娘個袋比 kakin 看,點知個 sales 好好人咁 sell 我喎,又話好岩我 feel,好 young? (咁假既? 岩我? 唔係呀 fa? young? 我覺得好女人喎!) 但試過之後,哈哈,原來都真係幾 young 喎,幾型架! 但 bv 出品喎,個 $$ 當然仲型啦,小的比 A4 (定 F4 呢? 唔記得啦) 小一點,盛惠 HKD$13,500,不過我好似可以 get 到 30% off (未經證實,只係有人係咁問我買唔買,話佢間 bank / firm 有張比 vip 更勁既 card 可以 30% off,我仲未問清楚 details,識太多 banking 人啦!唔係 aussie 就係 canada 返黎,都未分得清。不過看一看頭先 pinky 個 diary,可能係 d 咩 prestige banking 喎,點解呀靚女唔識用呢 d benefits 既?),雖則呢個 $$ 好 reasonable for bv,但嚇親左 kakin,佢以為自己聽錯左,哈~

早幾日係屋企發現 bv 既 paper bag!!!我諗應該唔係靚女既,無理由我唔知,一定係 steve 既,但買左咩呢? 我呢? 就只係有 d 想要條電話繩 jer~ :P

今年有幾個 shopping 目標,想買一個別緻但唔老土又有氣質既 pouch。想換一下衣櫃裡的衫。想買番對好似以前對 camper 咁可以去行山既 pumps。想買多個可以替換既返工袋。等 steve 九月之後再定既電腦跟其他 accessories。

今個月想搞"店"既必需品: cdr。手提電話。foundation。present。optional 既: 電話繩。headphone。

夏天前搞"店"既: 七月份穿的晚裝。翻新我間房所需物品。

我想,差不多了。

但我離題了。

Thursday, February 16, 2006

朋友

係 bes 個 xanga 到看到:『

這是什麼歌什麼詞......? 中到極點了...... ><

最佳損友 陳奕迅
曲:Eric Kwok 詞:黃偉文
朋友 我當你一秒朋友 朋友 我當你一世朋友
奇怪 過去再不堪回首 懷緬 時時其實還有
朋友 你試過將我營救 朋友 你試過把我批鬥
無法 再與你交心聯手 畢竟難得有過最佳損友

從前共你 促膝把酒傾通宵都不夠 我有痛快過你有沒有
很多東西今生只可給你 保守至到永久 別人如何明白透
實實在在踏入過我宇宙 即使相處到 有個裂口
命運決定了 以後再沒法聚頭 但說過去 卻那樣厚

* 問我有沒有 確實也沒有 一直躲避的藉口 非甚麼大仇
為何舊知己 在最後 變不到老友
不知你是我敵友 已沒法望透 被推著走 跟著生活流
來年陌生的 是昨日 最親的某某

生死之交當天不知罕有 到你變節了 至覺未夠
多想一天彼此都不追究 相邀再次喝酒 待葡萄成熟透
但是命運入面每個邂逅 一起走到了 某個路口
是敵與是友 各自也沒有自由 位置變了 各有隊友


REPEAT *

早知解散後 各自有 際遇作導遊
奇就奇在接受了 各自有路走
卻沒人像你讓我 眼淚背著流
嚴重似情侶 講分手

有沒有 確實也沒有 一直躲避的藉口 非甚麼大仇
為何舊知己 在最後 變不到老友
不知你又有沒有 掛念這舊友 或者自己 早就想通透
來年陌生的 是昨日 最親的某某
總好於那日我沒有 沒有 遇過某某


well~ 我只想說,真的,不知是甚麼詞!聽的時候最刺耳是‧‧‧「來年陌生的 是昨日 最親的某某」、「有沒有 確實也沒有 一直躲避的藉口 非甚麼大仇」和「嚴重似情侶 講分手」,但原來整首歌都這樣中 point!

Wednesday, February 15, 2006

走火入魔 vs 懶練功

講多樣野先~

今日上 yoga,師傅講到「走火入魔」。佢話有個師奶同佢講:「miss 呀~ 我老公問我點解呢排我唔鬧佢喎!」師傅回應佢道:「係呀!因為你做 yoga 做得幾好,個人 relaxed 左,平心靜氣左,d 火都收晒囉,恭喜你喎,記住繼續努力啦!」師傅話我地呢一派系既 yoga 係 emphasize on "relaxation" 同個人既「修養」(係呀~ 我去過個 official site 啦,佢地 d trainning course,其中一部分既 trainning 係打掃地方!!!!! 同幫助別人!!!!!),做 yoga 呢,唔晒要「口力」,我地要既係 relaxed,個人 relaxed 左先可以入靜,再而去到其他 meditation or 修道既境界,所以呢,練 yoga 練得好係平心靜氣既,無火既。佢有好好既 explanation 架,透過練 yoga,慢慢將緊張既情緒控制,將體內撞黎撞去既氣調和,d 氣可以好流暢咁係身體裡面流動 (當然唔可以反方向啦),所以呢,個人調息好就唔會有氣「谷」住,無氣「谷」住就無火架啦!師傅話「火」= 氣唔通,「谷」住晒喎~ 佢比左個 example (雖則我覺得有 d 唔 applicable on myself),話個人胃痛痛得好緊要o個陣就會無心機,仲會好燥,因為「痛」係氣唔通既另一表現,氣唔通就令人痛同炆憎喎~ [如果我真係胃痛得好緊要o個陣我會喊架~ instead of 炆憎]

講左咁多,其實師傅想話比我地聽,如果你呢排越黎越燥,即係你練 yoga 唔單只幫唔到你,仲比你本來既 emotion 控制番,and then 你越練 yoga 就越脾氣唔好,仲好想做好多「勁」既 yoga,咁你就「走火入魔」了!

well~ 我之前講過我「情緒崩潰」,新年o個陣自己都知自己燥,即係我「走火入魔」?

同媽咪講,媽咪話我一定唔係「走火入魔」而係「懶練功」喎~ 哈哈 :P 媽咪話「走火入魔」o個 d 通常都會偷偷狂練,練過晒龍都唔知架喎!嘩~ 好似武俠小說呀!

運動搖晃傷乳房 六成婦女沒穿運動胸圍

[編後按: 前言 from elsewhere -
昨晚的瑜珈課比平常的令我有更多的感受。因為‧‧‧
一、我弄出的一個笑話,我終於找到真正的原因了!
二、師傅說到「走火入魔」,明白了另外一件事件的原因
三、昨天上瑜珈課前看了那個「my story」,有點想法,上課時還不能入靜 :( 休息的時候按捺不住的想到更多,還把文章大綱、字眼都想好!
今天再把東西組織起來的時候,還是決定先寫「一」跟「二」,都 post 在 blogspot (編後按: 如下跟下篇) 。(突然 blogspot 有了很 frequent 的 update)]

如果大家有看開 y! 新聞 or 明報,應該有見過以上標題。新聞詳細內容在此: http://hk.news.yahoo.com/060207/12/1l12y.html

新聞內容大概如標題所講,運動時胸部大幅搖晃,會傷及乳房纖維組織,但 survey 卻顯示成四成六既受訪女性唔知道!

er~~~~ 一見到單新聞,其實我覺得幾奇怪,唔係咁都唔知呀? 胸部大幅搖晃唔單只會傷及乳房纖維組織仲令胸部鬆弛同下垂架喎,咁顯而易見都唔知?

但我今日唔係想講呢個。新聞舉例既運動 e.g. 跑步 (of 'coz 啦,running 都唔算就真係唔知咩先算啦,哈哈!)、打網球和壁球等都好明顯,但原來每天緩步跑逾半小時以上都應該穿上對胸部有較佳保護的運動型胸圍,嗯,原來真係唔可以慳同懶架!新聞仲用左個 term 叫「單邊運動」,即係打squash 等單邊運動喎,都係容易令乳房纖維組織受傷的運動,仲有去做 gym 其實都需要穿上運動型胸圍。

嗯,都好明白呀,應該既,只係好多時都係懶換衫囉,哈哈!<-- 呢個係我一直既想法,我完全唔知原來有人唔知囉,common sense 黎架喎(應該係)。算啦,我想講既係... 乳房纖維組織受傷既 symptom, 我真係唔多知喎!

新聞話: 「香港執業物理治療師協會會長黃燦鴻說,女性乳房纖維組織受傷的症狀是疼痛,但女性一般會誤以為患上乳癌,若不是乳癌引致的疼痛,九成以上的乳房局部疼痛是由乳房纖維組織受傷引致。」

看完即刻笑到肚痛,仲即刻同媽咪講!哈哈,因為呢,大半年前我都去看過醫生囉,不過只係「順便」既 jer~

話說大半年前啦,我都仲未知咩叫「神經痛」(耳仔既神經痛除外,因為試過了),只係覺得左邊心口好痛,有時仲痛到去旁邊喎,咁又唔知點好喎? 我又分唔到係 inner 定 outer 痛喎,咁岩有日去看醫生咪順便同醫生講囉,佢一聽見都驚架,inner 同 outer 都大 wok 架嘛,簡單檢查左一陣,佢話兩樣都無異樣,只係神經痛,哈哈!咁我就無理佢啦,只係食多 d vitamin B。

幾個月前我又覺得痛喎,但我今次識分唔係「神經痛」,咪叫媽咪幫我檢查下囉,佢地做婦科檢查 d nurses 有教架嘛,媽咪話無野喎,可能係 d hormones jer~

看完呢一則新聞之後,先知道原來「乳房纖維組織受傷的症狀是疼痛」,哦,原來仲有個原因既,但我又諗唔到我有做過 d 乜「大運動」o丫,所以呢就無理到呢樣野啦!

只係今日上 yoga 前看左 d yoga websites,真係好多都叫人着「韻律衫」or 運動背心再加 tee 喎!咁呢,又諗起呢則新聞囉,做 yoga 時當然留意下啦。加上呢,今日有新同學喎,師傅就再講下 d "rules" 囉,叫同學記緊四個鐘前唔好食野,if 真係好肚餓,最好 at least 1 hour before take some milk or bread loh... 仲有就係要着鬆身衫,都有講到 underwears 架,佢都話唔好好緊o個 d 囉,仲有 warn d 「師奶」唔好着 girdles 呀 corset 呀咁囉 (well~ d 「師奶」真係 crazy 架,都唔知佢地點做既,我見過我隔離o個個真係着 corset 架,個人倒轉左個陣看到 :p corset 喎,仲要 shoulder stand,頂死啦!) 講下講下~ 好似真係着運動背心會好 d 咁喎!

好啦,即係唔可以懶啦,以後上堂前要由頭換到落腳,由裡面換到外面啦~ 嗯~ 我諗咁就應該唔會再痛啦~ ^_^

Tuesday, February 14, 2006

MA Application

今日再看看 cu 的網頁才發現 confidential recommendation 也要 deadline 前送到,開始感覺到一絲不安,因為我還沒有找到 referees。

剛剛臨急臨忙的寫了兩封 letters 給 ust 的 lang lecturers,一個是 dr 一個是 prof,當 academic referees 準是沒有問題,只是不知道他和她肯不肯答應。我不知道之前有沒有人作過同樣的嘗試而他或她的答覆又是甚麼。我想我還有三個選擇,可都沒甚把握。一是 dr sackmann,可他是 german 的老師,有點兒那個吧!二是 prof tay,可是我差點可以確定他一定把我忘了,我要先把 mid term 找出來。三是 prof shi,其實真的不知道他現在是否身在 ust,還有就是三年前找他幫忙過,offer 有了卻沒有念,有點不好意思。

我在想,還有甚麼 prof 可以找呢? 唉~~~~~

Monday, February 13, 2006

好悶~

這個星期看了很多文章、電視,有很多「感受」想寫出來,卻不知如何歸納?

也因此引起了我寫「隨筆」的念頭,有很多想寫的主題,諸如童年,朋友等。看書的時候又想到一些,看電視的時候又看到一些,連洗澡乘車的時候都想到了很多,實在有太多念頭,有太多想要寫下些甚麼的主題。

只是一個週末,卻好像很久沒有寫 blog 一樣,很想在這裡寫下一點東西,但沒有頭緒,沒有寫作的方向,太多的素材還來不及組織起來,只好胡亂地記下些甚麼吧了!

嗯,好吧!來點我想過的主題吧!

一、正如我之前的 post 所說,我在看王貽興的「路中拾遺」。我說過了,我不喜歡看散文 (卻很喜歡寫散文,因為小說要消耗的心力精神實在太多了;劇本還可以),因為我很貪心,想要看到很完整的一個故事。這是其一的原因,另外一個原因是因為很多時候散文的「共鳴感」很少吧!看「小說」可以慢慢投入角色當中,感受主人翁所感。但這一本,正如我之前所說,共鳴感是前所未有的多,看每一篇也像自己的經歷一樣。看到熟悉的人、地、物,可以看得到影像,多多少少比較明白那個感受,也勾起了冬眠在我內心深坎處只屬於我自己的回憶。一下子湧出那麼多封塵的記憶,不用想也知道我快承受不了。人大了,慢慢明白「分享」和「分擔」的重要,我也不想再藏那麼多在心中,所以想要把她們(我不喜歡用「它」,因為記憶都有生命的,是我身體的一部分,所以我都用「她們」)都寫出來,跟大家分享一下。

二、從 fyp 到現在還未完成的「My music list」恐怕又要再拖了,大綱雖然給大家看過,但我又想加新的東西進去了!

三、今天乘坐的巴士特別人多,我只好站着。平常坐下的我一定會一邊聽 mp3 一邊看書,今天只好一邊聽 mp3 一邊東想想西想想吧!本來想着回公司後要做的事:開電腦、check email、然後呢? 想到了 kaman 的生日,啊!對了!要 check newsgroup 的留言,看一下聚會是在星期三還是星期六。想到這裡就想起了我們「相識十年」的聚會,原來已經是兩年半前的事了,轉眼間又過了幾年,等到奧運會的時候,我們已經相識十五載呢! 用快鏡把我們相處的十幾年重溫過一次,忽然覺得很溫暖,要是沒有了大家的扶持,現在會是怎麼樣的境況呢? 記得中六的時候,有老師對我們說,中學的同學很重要,她們會是你一輩子的朋友喔!也有老師說,中學的同學很重要,但慢慢大家的生活圈子會改變,價值觀也可能變的不一樣了,要是以後還有連絡是很好的,要珍惜;但大學的同學更是難得,大學以後大家的生活圈子會差不多,同學間會共渡難關,一同走過很多路,所以會是知心好友。本來我就不太相信,我還是「重視」我的中學同學,她們已經超越了「同學」也超越了「朋友」,感覺到我們真的是「姐妹」了,大家也會為了對方而擔心而高興,全是出於真心的。大學的同學呢,我不排除有這樣的可能,尤其在以前的年代。從前,中學的教育只著重「學術」而忽略了「全人發展」,所謂的「人生觀」、「價值觀」也沒有形成,同學間就像兒時玩伴一樣。沒有那麼多大學的時候,進了「社會大學」才開始認識人生培養「價值觀」;有幸進大學的,就如我們 huma 071 的 prof 說的,不單要學習「專業知識」,還要培養「人生觀」和認識終生的朋友,因為這裡認識的人大多跟你有着一樣的人生觀價值觀。還有,從前大學畢業後,極少數學生會「轉行」,因而同學間變成同濟,在同一工業中生存,大家要一起跨過很多人生的難關,不難理解為何大學的同學才是「終生的友伴」。但我想時代不同了,時代變遷,最明顯的莫過於在中學推行「全人教育」,從小培養學生的良好品德,還有灌輸正確的價值觀,慢慢的,到了高中的學生已經形成了有「個人風格」的「人生觀」,他/她們會知道自己的目標是甚麼,要追求甚麼。正因如此,在交友上也會選擇一班「融洽」的朋友,大家的「人生觀」未必一樣,「價值觀」也有偏差,卻可以融合在一起,互補長短,這樣一來,雖然大家將來要走的路不盡一樣,甚至相差甚遠,但殊途同歸,心靈的溝通是不會因而受到阻隔,大家還是會非常明白大家所想,從心靈上共同走過物理層面上 (physically) 不一樣的路。當然在大學裡還是會遇到一些可以交心的朋友,但也許比較難得吧!

四、在 newsgroup 看到「港台係英華拍野?」,原來是拍三八婦女節 series,第一集是「盲人女作家」。到港台網站看了「節目重溫」,看到了英華的 Hall、D-block、課室、外觀、校服等,很有親切感。發覺 D-block 的外觀 加上樹影,很好看!原來 Hall 真的很大,很莊嚴。D-block ground floor 樓梯配上古老的木門,很有味道,古典而優美。校服真的很好看,很懷念,但正如 bes 提出,她們沒有配帶社章,而且有一個鏡頭還穿了灰色的襪子,除非校規改了,我們的校服冬天應該是穿白色的!還沒看內容的時候就知道主人翁是誰,她是低我們一屆但年紀當然比我們大的學生,初進來時唸中三,會考唸中國文學 (如我沒有記錯的話),成績很不錯,還唸到預科畢業。從老師口中聽過一些她的事,也常常看到她在圖書館現身,打着她的「點字機」。我記得當時校長老師也說過不要歧視,但依我看來,同學們在學校看到她還是有避開的,是怕碰到她還是其他就不得而知了。我跟她沒有交流過,只是剛巧有幾次在圖書館和校園中碰到她。坦白說,當時因為一些事,覺得另一在我們學校的弱視同學太「自憐」及要求過多的「特權」,對盲人沒太多的好感。後來一次去心光盲人學校作義工,感受大有不同,慢慢明白他們的處境,及後得知那盲人女生會考取得好成績,我也有一絲驕傲呢!為我的學校和學妹而驕傲而光榮,很虛榮吧!看到她成為女作家,突然很想知道另一位弱視女生的狀況,畢竟我們曾是同班同學,有說有笑過吧!

五、上年英華 105 週年 annual dinner,我已經很想參加,winnie 媽也有提議過,但奈何沒足夠的人和議。記得 102 週年的時候我有去過一次,跟 5S 的人一起,因為當時跟她們在 ust 比較多連絡。去年接近聚餐的時候我有問過 twista 跟 nga lai,看看有沒有認識的人一起去,發現只有她們幾個「alumni 的委員」,結果當然沒有去。今年還沒收到通知,但我上網頁看過了,今年在灣仔的,希望可以找到足夠的人一同出席吧!

六、表姊在 nz 註冊了,已回港。恭喜恭喜!宴會訂在七月份,現在籌備中。看看「賓客名單」的初稿,挺多人,有從英國回來的,也有從澳洲回來的,加拿大的應該也有,大陸來的有一部份,澳門的當然也有,這當然只是女家的,表姊夫的爸爸是印尼華僑,但應該沒有人過來,聽說這是「于歸之喜」。酒席已經訂好了,只差發帖子。因為發帖子前要初步安排好住宿,發帖子後也要「催促」回覆是否到港以便訂酒店房間,可知道從「港」外來的佔多數呢。還有五個月,姨姨已經在準備衣服,怕到時候太忙,沒時間 shopping。表姊決定還是會穿晚裝,當然也訂好了!這樣一來就打破了我的如意算盤,當初說只是穿平常衣服,以為稍微穿漂亮一點即可,如今變成了真正的「婚宴」,我又要為我的「飲衫」頭痛了!

Tuesday, February 07, 2006

談「王貽興」~

白癡的我,把「王貽興」跟「王文興」弄錯了!

話說當年上課的時候要讀「王文興」的「家變(選段)」,忘了是要「教」的內容還是「只供參考」,但看過選段後我把整部「家變」看了一遍,很喜歡,但總把作者的名字記錯,不是錯配了同姓王的「王禎和」就是變成了同樣寫過「海」的「黃春明」。離開校園,就像把「文學」的興趣也拋進大海一樣。

在差點要忘了「中文文學」的時候,因為「二十世紀百大華文小說」,從新認識「中文文學」。去年有一天到公司對面的天地去看看,發現了「男人的一半是女人」,沒有看到作者但對書名跟封面很有興趣。過了一段時間,對那本書的記憶已經非常模糊,我看到一本「一半的房子、一半的他」,下意識的以為就是那本「一半」的書,留意到作者是「王貽興」,還以為「老人家」有新書出版,連封面也「摩登」起來。

就這樣,我沒有去求證,就以為「王貽興」= 我上課遇上的「老人」作者。直到我發現「路中拾遺」,才知道「王貽興」是一個只比我大兩歲的香港男生。

我不喜歡看散文集,但這一部很有共鳴,我尤其喜歡「大大糖果」,因為我也住北角!:p

What will you be after reborn?

繼 eve 之後,我係 winnie 媽個 xanga 又看到呢個 quiz~ 佢地既 result 都好搞笑,所以我又去做下~ well..... 真係幾搞笑喎!


You scored as German. German!

German

65%

French

65%

Aussie

65%

HongKonger

65%

Singaporean

65%

Chinese

50%

British

50%

Taiwanese

35%

American

25%

Japanese

20%

What will you be after reborn? (translation)
created with QuizFarm.com

其實我 german french aussie hongkoneger 同 singaporean 都係 65% 喎,點解要係 german 唔係 hongkonger 呢? 但... german? 唔通我學 german 學到個人都 german 埋?
winnie 媽係 taiwanese 同 british 各 65%,佢已經話 "seems that there is no answer for me",咁我呢? @_@?? eve 呢就 75% Hongkonger,只得 35% taiwanese,非常香港人的"混血兒"─如果香港加台灣都算的話~ 難道是證明我真係有 d 歐洲血統啦 despite 我個樣從來都無似過 :p 我媽咪同細佬細個 d 頭髮係金啡色架,我呢? 只會有人問我係咪日本人??? 細個o個陣話我眼細細面圓圓似喎,但連上次去台灣都有 strangers 同我講日文!唔通我仲係咁眼細細包包面? :(

Monday, February 06, 2006

走堂~

因為時差,我要留在公司跟英國的老闆 msn and IDD from time to time,因為公司支 mic 鎖左係 IT 櫃度!:(

結果,本來不太忙碌的我今天又一次不能上德文課!!放假前一次缺課也是這個原因!!!

下定了決心,今天回家要自修!(實際是溫習之前的功課!:P 實在有太多功課沒做!)

我要努力向上!我要努力向上!(發癲中.........)

Friday, February 03, 2006

情緒崩潰~

尋晚食飯同班 friend 傾左勁多野,好開心!仲玩到十二點先離開 mk,今朝仲要返工~ :P

好耐之前已經講過,呢班 friend 一齊個感覺就好似同 colourless 一樣,有種 family 既感覺,可能因為大家搞過莊,一齊 work together 過。

食飯既時候都係傾下近況等,去飲野既時候變左「男女地帶」,班男仔自己傾。幾個女仔,傾傾下講到返工返到情緒唔係咁好。好似之前有人返工返到有病,好似小朋友唔想返學o個個病咁,一早起身返工就唔舒服咁。又有人返工返到無晒記性,心不在焉咁,咩都唔記得,有時仲會唔記得自己為乜會去左某地方。好似大家都試過因為份工搞到情緒低落晒!

之前既 post 都講過,尋晚我以為自己癡左線,雖則之後發現虛驚一場,但我既情緒呢,我就知道有 d 唔妥啦!

雖然唔知點解 (近因),而我亦都未諗到「遠因」,但我知我既情緒崩潰-ing~

自問係個超 sentimental 既人,由細到大既星座書呀、心理測驗呀等等都係話我個人好 artistic,其實包含左「容易 lose temper 但又好容易 cheer up 番」既所謂藝術家脾氣,所以我都好努力咁克制自己,舊年下半年都做得唔錯架,依我記得都無乜幾次「當眾黑面」,收火到一個程度係係情緒唔係咁好既時候,崩潰既方式都靜態好多!仲好記得o個陣做左幾日唔見左鑰匙既上鏈娃娃添。

可能做「唔見左鑰匙既上鏈娃娃」既呢個感覺實在太奇怪,而呢排又突然 take up 番好多 art related 既 hobbies,個人又 artistic 番,上年年尾既 negative 情緒累積到新一年,慢慢崩潰-ing, 大年初一就比 d 野 trigger 左就「病發」啦!>.<

呢幾日都知自己情緒崩潰ing, steve 綜合各事件話係「人多擠迫既地方我就開始燥喎」,maybe 啦,我唔知喎,只知道我要「爆」囉,唔「爆」會癲囉!

可能呢幾日既「自由聯想」時間比較少,我個 mind 處於現實既時間比較多,所以未有位去消除 d negative 情緒,由於我真係崩潰ing & 尋日既「心痛」事件#,我決定左要「以毒攻毒」,今次唔係為左個心唔痛,而係希望一次過「有組織地崩潰」,咁就唔會巔啦!

「病發」時令別人難受,我要說對不起,就像我之前說的,我是真的控制不了,要克制的話我會很辛苦。但坦白說,這樣的感覺很爽!:P

自己看自己也真的覺得有點 bandai! well... :P

# remark: 報告一下,我個心仲有 d 「神經痛」但痛楚程度已經低到差唔多 feel 唔到,只係你 press 下旁邊 d 淋巴腺既時候有 d 痛~ 今次算係幾快搞店,上次神經痛痛左一個禮拜!!!! ^_^

Thursday, February 02, 2006

大事回顧

本來想寫下尋晚既聚會,諗起之前曾經講過,大學識既朋友同 colorless 始終好唔同,唯有 express 有 d colorless 既 family 感覺,想搵番篇 diary quote 番係到。

因為唔記得左係幾時寫,我由有 record 既 2002 年開始看,看到 2003 年尾,發現我為 2004 年定下了三個「工作以外」既目標:
1. 日文考到 4 級,可以既話考 3 級 (仲要係 optional既)
2. 德文考 start deutsche I or 讀到有得考試為止
3. 普通話考國家試 (if 公司出 $$)

原來 2004 年既目標已經達到,2004 年底考左日文 3 級試,2004 年中已經考左 start deutsche I~ 普通話因為無 $$ claim 所以無考~

係 2005 年中我 take up 番日文,打好基礎,準備 2006年既 2 級試~ 德文已經考埋 start deutsche II,開始緊 certificate deustche (應該係 equivalent to 'O' level),向 2006 年既 zertifikat deutsche 進發~

2005 算係我學習既過度期,2006 係一個 milestone。

我會努力溫書,希望一次過考到 zertifikat deustche。之後我會因應日文既溫習進度衡量下我仲可唔可以學多一種 foreign language,因為一眾 teachers and friends 都話如果想學多種 european lang,呢個時候應該係最好既。

我宜家忙緊搵 referee apply cu 既 MA in translation 同 ust 既 MA in humanities,如無意外,9 月可以開學。

係時候為我既大計打算,我講過,將來我要做我鍾意做既野!呢個 MA should be 好重要!

原來我只是肚餓~

:P 哈哈~ 原來我唔係癡左線,只係食錯藥 jer~

寫完之前篇 entry 就出左去食飯,因為早到就同幾個朋友仔到處逛逛,但心痛既感覺一直無停過!我已經覺得有 d 唔對路,無理由癡線到咁架? 咁開心同班朋友仔食開年飯都仲心戚戚?

諗下我做過 d 乜黎先發現,我食左胃藥!!!

食 lunch 都覺得個胃脹脹地唔係好食得落野,但最終都係去左食竹筒飯 :P 所以食完返黎就出事啦,個胃勁脹,後尾仲勁痛添!五點左右終於頂唔順去左食胃藥,一時唔為意,唔記得左要「飽肚服」,因為個胃仲好脹,我覺得好飽肚~ 跟住無幾耐就心痛啦,一定係咁!

其實我都只係估估o下,但行行o下一個女朋友仔話肚餓,就去買「雞蛋仔」,「癡」左幾粒食之後好似無咁痛喎,咦~~~ 好似真係肚餓喎!

食飯既時候都仲痛緊架,但食飽之後就好左好多,只係有少少神經痛 (之前試過,問過醫生,所以識得分)~

唉~ 等我仲驚我自己癡左線添~ 原來只係「不當食藥」既副作用,不過呢個副作用都幾大!:P 唔知 d 神經要幾時先唔痛呢?

p.s. 咁呢~ 其實今次心痛,我諗 70% 係食錯藥,30% 就係另外既~ 我都仲識分,只係之前唔知食錯藥,如果 100% 都係另外既,咁我一定癡左線~

Wednesday, February 01, 2006

心好痛添~

首先要恭賀新禧!!祝大家心想事成,新一年新希望新開始!

好!講自己野啦~

我既其中一個嗜好係到處去看有趣的 or friend 的 blogs~ 假期前搵到以前 roommate maggie 既 blog,看晒所有 posts 留左個 msg。我無諗住佢會 reply 我,所以見到 maggie 既 reply 都幾開心架!不過最估唔到係我短短既一個 msg,jacky 竟然會 reply 我咁大段文字,仲要係我度留 msg,其實真係勁感動!又唔知點解無意中 click 左去幾個 friend 既 online album,突然好想 post 下我 d friends 既相,就 dl 左幾張!:P 諗諗o下仲想寫o下「我的朋友」,就係咁,我走左去看我荒廢已久既 web,搵到 2002 年 summer 寫既「My Friends」。

看看o下,好有感觸,係 Y! 同 space 度都寫左 d,以為寫低左會好好多,點知寫完個心仲痛!戚下戚下咁~ 唉~ 點解會咁架? 頭先寫o個陣都無痛架? 點解一話「let it out」,放低啦就戚到咁架? 我唔係放低左好耐既呢咩? 我諗住寫o下架咋喎 "buried in my heart",咩唔係一早放低左架啦咩? 諗諗o下,由第一次無端端既「冷戰」到宜家都,嘩!八年幾啦喎,有無搞錯呀!之後幾年都係咁啦,仲有好多新朋友~ 我一定係癡左線!!!! 唔通因為我無去到,所以內疚?

總知我宜家 physically 好痛啦,點算呀? >.<

好!就以毒攻毒,繼續寫「My Friends by Candice 2005」!

Dedicated to my friends

(moved from elsewhere)
Already wrote in the last entry, I would like to write something dedicated to my beloved friends. When updating my Y! regarding this, suddenly I thought of my web years ago! I've already written a "My Friends" in 2002 Summer!!!!!

Wow.... I've totally forgot this!!!!!!

Anyway, read again 'My Friends by Candice in 2002' and had some thoughts written in Y! Really some mixed feelings that I must write it out; otherwise I will be crazy. True... I should face it NOW. A 'stuff' that I put it aside for ages and just want to bury it inside myself but not letting it out. I should let it out.

This is one of a few 'my own self stuff from my heart' posts recently. Personally I quite like it. :P Link click here.

看到 msg 的感覺真是好開心~

(moved here)
放假之前留了一個 msg 在 maggie 的 blog,今天發現她有 reply 我,好開心!
之前 vickie 在她的 blog 寫道: in 2005.... made some new friends but also lost contact with some old friends re-meet some old friends....

Really... life's like that... a cycle.. u'll make new friends stay in contact for some time lost contact re-meet them.. then.. he / she must be your REAL friends as you two have 'yuen' in chinese.... simply in english that's destiny for you two to be friends...
Very happy to re-meet Maggie again! Really pleased to hear that she starts her 'music life' with all her passion and her talent in playing the piano!

Also left a msg in Jackie's blog before the holiday and he did reply here! It's a great feeling to have friends writing comments here. Wish him all the best n I am of 'coz looking forward to his excellent result!

Besides my real world friends, I found someone left a msg in my Y! regarding L'Arc~en~ciel and Endy's music. Another weird but touching feeling! ^_^

So.. suddenly come up with an idea.. I should write something dedicating to my beloved friends.

Friday, January 27, 2006

網上流傳既「個人問卷」

由好耐以前既 chain letter 開始,到宜家既 email forward,也不過是舊酒新瓶。
但唔知點解就係有一種魔力係到咁,你又真係會去做喎!哈哈~
不過呢,收到呢 d 「個人問卷」又真係太多,通常我會看晒人地既,但 reply 既就真係好少。
之前看過 100 條,好似有 d 新意,都有 d 意欲去答下我既 100 條,之但係以下呢個 d 問題,都有幾多我又未見過喎!anyway,post 呢個先啦,100 條之後再 post~ ^_^

全名: Candice Yeung
喜歡別人稱呼自己:Candy / Candice
出生日期: 同 Mrs. Hilary Clinton 一樣
現在正在聽誰的歌: 宜家無聽
在哪裡讀書(工作): 我想返去讀 graduate school,今年係真架啦,羅左 form 啦!
最後吃的一樣東西是什麼: beacon
現在天氣如何: sunny
戴隱形眼鏡嗎: sometimes
上一次生日蛋糕上蠟燭的數目: 一支
通常吹熄這些蠟燭的日期: 十月
開心的生日: 係生日都開心,只係越黎越驚 jer
星座: 問緊太陽定月亮?
兄弟姊妹跟他們的年紀: 剛滿二十的弟弟
你喜歡你目前的生活嗎: 可唔可以寫十萬個 NO!!!!!!
出生地: 我中學隔黎
目前居住地: 香港
喝過酒嗎: of 'coz
想跟誰一起去酒吧喝酒:我去 bar 都唔係為飲酒既~
會去哪裡喝酒呢: 唔晒去架喎,晚晚返屋企食飯,daddy 都會開 wine 架啦,想飲咪羅多隻杯囉
去過哪些國家:好敏感喎條題目,我成日去台灣架喎!china, s.korea, japan, singapore
覺得自己花心嗎: definition = ???
曾經出過車禍嗎: 巴士撞車我無損傷
暗戀過幾個人: 戀既 definition = ??
會因為害羞而不敢跟人告白嗎: 矜持的我實會啦~
不敢吃的東西: 好多架喎~ 大部份野味、田雞、各式皮類 esp 魚皮、鱔、某 d 內臟
喜歡吃什麼東西:dessert 同日本野
喜歡喝什麼: 咖啡同 pepsi
最喜歡的顏色: 呢隻~
最喜歡的數字: 以前會根據o個年既 lucky number 而定,宜家係 '0' 同 '7'
最喜歡看哪一種電影類型: 好多都咁鍾意架喎,呢一刻係好細膩好感動既感情片
最喜歡的卡通人物或品牌: 小甜甜、Hello Kitty & My Melody
最喜歡的動物: 無乜、熊貓啦我諗~
最懷念的日子: 在 yw 的時候
最傷心的經驗: A Level 放榜後
最喜歡禮拜幾: Friday
最喜歡哪個月: December
最喜歡哪個節日: Christmas
最喜歡哪一個季節: Winter
最不喜歡哪個季節: Summer
喜歡日出或日落: Dusk
喜歡太陽或月亮: Moon
喜歡晴天或雨天: Showering NOT raining
喜歡早,午,晚哪個時候: nite
喜歡的花: tulip
最想去的國家(城市):布拉格
最不喜歡或是最怕遇到的話題:唔講啦,都話明最怕囉~ 唔想同人 argue
喜歡的運動: 其實係 swimming 但好少去,softball 係 second!
喜歡的冰淇淋種類: 又滑又 creamy 但唔肥
最怕甚麼動物: 其實咩都怕架喎
最喜歡的電視台: cable tv
如果有來世,你最想當什麼:唔會諗,活好今世就可以
最討厭做的事: 唔可以講真話,唔可以依我意願去做野
擅長的事: 彈琴算唔算?
上次上醫院是什麼時候: 上醫院 = go to hospital? Year 2 抝柴入E&A~ if = go to the hospital, 半年前度 Alfred 出世
以後想做什麼職業: 其實我會報 translation 同 humanities 既 MA,看下可唔可以轉行,or 同 design / music 有關既野 (從小既志願)
最大的理想是: 活我自己既人生
你們家總共有幾層樓(你們家住幾樓?):以前住頂樓有兩層,宜家住六樓得番一層
你覺得自己十年後會在哪裡:唔諗~
無聊的時候你大多做些什麼:自由聯想,唔無聊既時候都會,無時無刻都係
你住得距離最遠的一個朋友是: 係 North America o個班 friends
世界上最煩惱人的事:to live oneself's life
全世界最好的事:to live my own life
對於沒把握的事情態度如何:try my best (突然諗起 william hung: I've tried my best and I have no regrets)
如果有人誤會你,你會: 看下o個個係邊個囉~ friend 既咪試下解釋囉~ 其他人咪算囉~
如果有人誤會你,又不聽你的解釋:咁o個個都唔方同我 friend 啦,有佢~
有想過要怎麼對付你討厭的人嗎:聖經話要寬恕人,如果真係做唔到,咪唔理佢囉~
你認為你幫另一半付錢是理所當然的嗎:世上無理所當然的事~ 只有自然與不自然~
若你的另一半硬要幫你出看電影的費用時:謝謝!
你最喜歡的身體部份: 無乜~ 樣囉~
你的口頭禪是: fascinated!!!! (嘩!岩岩先係另一個 blog 講過, link click here) / i mean / 痴線架
你的怪癖是: 自由聯想 (何謂自由聯想,詳見 post)
你喜歡的類型是: 喜歡咪喜歡囉~ feel 黎架,邊有類型架 jer~
自己起床第一件做的事是: 飲水
回家做的第一件事: 換衫
睡覺前做的最後一件事: 播 mp3
幾點上床睡覺: 唔定
在心裡最想見的人是誰:一個人
開心和不開心的時候會想起誰:唔定,因為自由聯想
不舒服/生病的時候會想起誰: 媽咪
最近讓你心安的場所和時間: 屋企張床o個被竇、訓覺o個陣
最近有去哪兒玩:
最近日日做既夢: 都係 d 發癲既夢
每天不可或缺的事是: 上網、blogging、reading blogs
最近著迷的事是: 之前講過啦~ eg 蘇打綠、annie proulx、hocc 見 post 1 post 2
發簡訊會用繪文字嗎:繪文字 definition = ??? mms 唔會,因為 $$~ symbol eg ^_^ @_@ 等會用
在公共交通工具上做些什麼: 聽 mp3、自由聯想 (都講過啦,我無時無刻都聯想緊)
自己最厲害的地方是: 一心幾用 / 無時無刻都自由聯想緊但要做野o個陣可以話 concentrate 就 concentrate / 訓緊覺個陣可以隨時叫醒我,十秒後即可 concentrate 做野 / 通完頂但個樣唔似
如果有一天可以變成別人,你想變成一個:無制爪 to live my own life 的人
對於你來說最重要的人: 屋企人 (同血緣無關,我認係屋企人既人)
突然放假的話,你會做什麼: 執房,拍 dv,影 snap shot,看晒我未看既 vcd,去晒我想試既 cafe,繼續我首半完成作品,練琴,跟媽咪學彈古箏,搵 violin 老師繼續學習~
自己會搞外遇,還是對方會外遇:係我既世界係無外遇呢個 term 既,我好相信我地會 respect 對方 respect 自己
你覺得自己像爸爸還是像媽媽:half half
你要幾歲結婚: 無定,但我想生 BB 所以唔想做高齡產婦
簡述自己的性格: 超敬愛 Plato,Utopia 擁護者
今天心情好嗎: 一般,因為工作上既煩惱,幾緊張下~ 唔理工作既話,心情唔錯~
有想過要自殺嗎: 有的
有現在幾點了:個 post 有寫架~

Thursday, January 26, 2006

無色聚會

嘩!突然連我自己都好鍾意個名添!講緊咩? colourless 囉!咁多年都只係得英文名,頭先突然唔想打咁多隻字,又即刻比我諗起「無色」喎,colourless gathering = 無色聚會! 咦,呢一刻好感動添,好型呀!背後好似有把魔鬼聲話我「型咩型呀? 發夢呀你?」可能係!臨近 holiday,holiday mood 由 christmas 就無中止過,哈!我 d 痴線性格出左黎好耐添,過埋個 lunar new year 就要收歛番 :p

話說舊年食唔成團年飯,我就好期待今年可以一齊團年,所以一早(其實都唔太早)就 post 係 newsgroup 約大家,雖則大家都勁忙,好開心可以係年廿五去左唱 K 團年,本來要上 YOGA 的我仲專登早走。

colourless 唔單只係一個大家庭,一班姊妹仲係 K 精同 sufi 精,仲有幾個電視精。我地唱 K 唔會冷場,只會「歌曲以滿」、「cut 得啦」同「插上黎啦」。之前我食物中毒,所以我唔可以係出面食野,我份晚餐就順理成章貢獻左比一眾姊妹。講開又講,雖然份晚餐唔算大份,但三個女仔前後食左五份,仲有 salad bar buffet 又真係有 d 嚇人。幾時姊妹聚會都係最開心架啦,咩都講一餐,唱 K 又可以發癲,一 d 顧忌都無;一個人可以同時扮男又扮女唱合唱歌,o個晚我玩左「刻不容緩」,丹丹同 winnie 媽都一齊唱,正呀!唱 eason 係最好玩既,可以用女聲唱,又可以扮男聲唱,唱左兩次「浮誇」。本來點草蜢既 medley 純粹為左示範之前講過既 keep fit 舞步,點知 Pinky 真係識唱,最搞笑既係佢唱唱下係度問 (係 thru' 咪問喎!!!) 「點解我識唱既?」。

原來 Pinky 都有聽個集「女校生活」,勁講勁笑,喪笑到標晒眼水,攣晒肚,訓埋落 sofa 咁制。

仲有,「疾走」同「暴斃」,證明我地係癲既。

但癲還癲,咁都只係姊姊感情好 jer,可以毫無保留咁「釋放自己」,因為我地本來就係一齊成長,互相扶持互相學習,大家係點仲唔知咩,呢個感覺好好,I love you all!!!!! 我地既話題都有好正經同好有建設性架!畢竟歲月飛逝,一眾好姊妹都開始為自己打算,而話題當然轉移到「如何裝備自己」,裝備黎做乜?你話呢?點男仔頭既都係女仔一個,裝備黎做乜就唔晒我講啦!講講下又講到大家對愛情既諗法,我記憶當中我地好耐無 chat 過呢個話題,上次認真討論應該仲係 yw 個陣。winnie 媽既講法一如既往,以前我覺得有 d 沮喪,同丹丹宜家既想法一樣,但今次我已經開始明白 winnie 媽,忽然有點唏噓,但其實好實在,好多野都唔係話你想點就點。丹丹,其實我個心都唔想屈服架,我都好憧憬你講既野,但宜家我真係做唔到囉。

人大左係咪會慢慢變得懦弱呢? 無晒 guts 咁 >.< 向社會妥協? 咁我地既人生又應該點呢? 究竟我地做緊乜呢? To live to others' expectation 定 To live our lifes? 我覺得小菇其實好勁,因為我覺得佢真係「在活自己既人生」,無比任何野阻止佢,就好似佢話「我都無諗住結婚」,有性格,我鍾意!

上面個段同聚會無關,純粹我自己發噏風。

開心既時候總係過得特別快,唱到十二點幾,第二朝其實仲要返工。就係我煩惱緊第二朝點起身既時候,知道有人好 hea, 哈哈,有人肉鬧鐘囉~ winnie 媽實覺得好奇,不過真係好耐未試過啦我!

就係咁,一次無色聚會就係咁結束左啦!宜家要 prepare 定下次開年飯先!^_^

Tuesday, January 24, 2006

生活隨筆

(moved here)
臨近歲晚,雖然工作尚不算輕鬆,但卻有點沉悶,以致「人心」一早鬆懈了,哈哈!

最近沒甚麼有趣的事情跟大家分享,卻造就了多篇的「音樂隨筆」。剛剛看到了一個 stranger 的 blog,她好像跟誰有誤會,要借 blog 向誰解釋「為什麼要寫 blog」的,很令人反思的一個題目。

想想為什麼我也寫 blog 呢? 答案應該也可以寫成一篇 entry 吧。或許概括來講,我寫 blog 是為了記下一些自己的看法,也是為了與人分享,就像從前的「生活隨筆」一樣。從前只會有一個讀者,就是老師,但這個讀者卻真的很用心的看,因為每一次老師都會寫下她的看法,跟我討論一番,這種互動的窩心感覺,很令人懷念,所以我是極度渴望看到回應的。

Monday, January 23, 2006

終於訂左/我好想看/發現我的音樂

發左癲~ 訂左 2DVD 同 CD + DVD~
癡左線~ 因為我屋企已經有 VCD 同埋我屋企無 DVD 機~
講緊乜? 梗係呢排發癲咁煲既「梁祝」。
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2004年既「攣到爆」已經超想看,但唔知搵邊個去看好。個個禮拜返學都見到張 poster,有時同 d 同學仔一齊搭lift o個陣都有 chat 下,佢地講到好正咁,但我真係想唔到邊個會同我去看 >.< 第一次 re-run 都有想過自己一個入去看,但始終未可以做到。今次係第二次 re-run 啦,真係好想搵到人同我去看!!唔該,見字者,有 interest 既同我聯絡下啦!if 你唔知係咩,我好樂意 introduce 架! 仲有之前套《你今日拯救o左地球未呀?》,我都係搵唔到人同我去看!看黎我應該識番 d 可以同我去看舞台劇既朋友先!
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勁鍾意「汽水樽裡得咖啡」,我覺得好 melo 啦喎,點知阿爺都話「你知我唔好 rock 架啦,個首都幾嘈喎」,我回「下? 唔係喎,你知唔知我講咩呀? 首歌係 xxxx (因為我係酒樓,唔好意思係到唱歌,所以 la 比佢聽)o個首喎」爺「係呀」我「下? 係個 chorus 厚 d jer」! 唔怪得知 cash 話係「另類」啦!香港人接受唔到。另一首呢排勁聽勁鍾意既係「不一樣的天空」,聽聽下,先覺得有 d 我自己 d music 既 feel,唔怪得之我鍾意啦!不過呢,首歌唔係 endy 寫架,只係佢編既,隻歌本身好 dark 同我覺得係有 d contemporary 囉 (我鍾意搞個 d,之前做功課我屋企人話好難聽,係「好」難聽o個 d),所以個編曲好靜架。哈哈,真係唔怪得之啦,我編曲好「渣」,成日都做唔到自己想要既 feel,淨係識用最 simple 既野,咁靜既 arrangement 真係幾「我」feel 囉!不過人地係勁野,專登靜 d 出個 melody,我呢就因為「渣」,哈哈!不過,仲有呢,係 endy 個 y! blog 度見到佢 d art work,嘩,有幾張我都有影過同畫過咁上下既野呀,好邪呀!唔怪得之前連我自己都唔知點解會咁留意呢個 artist 啦~ 即係呢,我既年紀應該係看 music 去買 cd 既人嘛,唔會好似 d 妹妹迷 idol 咁既,所以呢,我應該係比 art sense 吸引,哈哈!

好多人都知我勁鍾意日本既 visual rock,其實呢,外國既我都 buy 既,只係我真係比較少接觸 jer 同埋呢,可能比較老:p david bowie 好正架!Marilyn Manson 我都覺得正架!Sex Pistols 我都有聽架!robbie williams 之前隊 boy band 叫 take that,你地仲記唔既得呢? take that 早期既歌比較 mainstream pop,之後都work out 到佢地既 own style,比較 ballad d。講開 take that,真係唔明點解跑出左個 robbie,mark 呢? 不過呢 d 唔講住!本來想住只講 rock 的,但我又想起 boyzone,我都會聽 pop 架,哈哈!仲有好多 indie 同細 label 我都好鍾意,但有時真係會唔記得 d 名,我宜家搵緊隊 italy 同隊 sweden 既 band,搵到再話你地聽。講下講下,好多喎,講多 2 個算啦!blur 同 oasis 比,我鍾意 blur 多 d 喎,咁又想起 pulp 添!

仲有 d soft rock 同 country folk 我都勁 buy 架!carpenters 係永遠既首選!onj (olivia newton-john) 勁靚聲!當然唔少得 bob dylan 啦!第一次聽係係 music 堂聽既經典之作「blowin' in the wind」!

之前 kaman 介紹我聽既 kent 都超正,但唔係 heavy metal 個 d rock 囉!仲有 kaman 好鍾意既 coldplay,我都聽架,不過無 j rock 咁「好」咋嘛!除左 kaman 推介,我都有自己去「發掘」架!有一對由佢地玩 teen pop 到宜家 soft rock 都咁鍾意既 "bros' band" Hanson!

其實我今日本來唔係想講以上o個 d 架,我想講阿「教父」級人馬 Blixa Bargeld 同佢隊 Einstürzende Neubauten 架!唔多介紹,自己去看啦!www.blixa-bargeld.com Blixa 宜家定居北京,將會係 2006 搞 tour concert 喎!

Thursday, January 19, 2006

女校生的學校生活

尋晚心血來潮,臨訓前聽下 903,森美小儀架勢堂,請左 10 個女校學生上去傾偈,好好笑。一路聽一路笑,笑到訓唔到覺。一路聽一路諗番起以前 d 生活,有人話更衣室唔夠位,所以係更衣室門口換衫。我就諗起我地係課室換衫既高超換衫技巧。最記得既當然係一路係課室換衫,窗外個地盤岩岩去到我地個 level,成班人一路換衫一路見到 d 地盤佬先識得落番個廉;仲有波叔唔理我地仲換緊衫就走入黎教書。不過 ok 啦,我地既技巧高超程度簡直直逼 mr bean 啦!(唔知你地仲記唔記得 mr bean 有集係講換衫同換褲呢) 仲有 pe 褲啦,拉高條裙坐啦,都好懷念呢!

另外有講女仔玩得好癲,「打架」好好玩。係呀!原來間間女校既「打架」都差唔多,都係「互襲」!不過佢地講o個 d 好似激 d,唔知係時代唔同左定係校服既關係啦!我地最多都係以「扯甩晒 d 鈕」為目標,最多咪拉埋條拉鏈同「偷襲」,就唔會話好似佢地講咁「出手打招呼」。不過真係好好玩架,佢地講都講得好 high,諗番起都覺得好 memorable!

有人話升 uni 之後都習慣左拉高條裙坐,但又無 pe 褲喎,結果 d 男同學話佢「你做咩呀?」哈哈!我都會架,不過 so far 到宜家我都好習慣着 pe 褲,有時着短褲都會加 pe 褲架!:p 同埋呢,我地既「拉高條裙」同佢地又有 d 唔同既。「拉高條裙」呢個動作簡直變左一個 reflex,我連上樓梯呀,落樓梯呀咁都會拉高 d,連褲都會,哈哈!根本變左一個 reflex 囉!我發現小菇有時都會的!

學生生活真係好開心,諗番起都會心微笑啦!識多左人之後,好多人問我,你自己揀定屋企人揀架? 點會揀女校既? 答案係: 本來係媽咪好鍾意間學校,但慢慢我覺得我都係鍾意女校多 d,所以無揀男女校咁制。咁多女校點解要揀o個間? 可能係緣份啦,我覺得佢好 elegant,同埋其實我好鍾意件校服!:p 淨係我學校既校服咋,我堂家姐o個件又唔同啦!我覺得我o個件 elegant d,中西 mixed d,好有宋家姐妹o個種「大家閨秀」feel。家姐o個件連個頭髮都要管埋,only 得個中字,諗黎諗去都覺得同 elegant 唔襯,似「秋瑾」多 d,哈哈!

聽我咁講都知,如果要我揀多次我都係揀呢間!^_^ 雖然曾經好羨慕 Maryxxxxx 既校舍同 Dioxxxxx 既氣派,但人慢慢長大就更懂得欣賞當初為之動容的氣質。

校長退休後,新校長上台,新人事新作風,理所當然。我的校長是個雍容華貴,非常高雅的女士;新校長給我的感覺是一個雷厲風行的女強人,也很大方得體,但氣質總有不同吧。加上我們學校經費有限,香港教育制度越變越不利傳統學校,連我弟弟的母校「傳統官校」也想變「直資」,真的有點擔心,只希望校長能 maintain 學校的氣質吧,但很難吧,我在街上看過一些師妹,總希望她們是害群之馬。

上年本來很想去 105th Anniversary 的 annual dinner,但有事錯過了,今年真的很想去;記得 2002 年去過一次,氣氛很好,在那裡終於感受到久違的 elegance!

我覺得我很需要再去一次,感受一下!要不然叫爸爸帶我去見見鄭太也行!:p

P.S. 音樂隨筆(一)終於完成。http://hk.myblog.yahoo.com/jw!RntXlyORERmSreZJ3lem0TG1E_gR/article?mid=9&prev=-1&next=8

Wednesday, January 18, 2006

HOCC @勁歌 + 糖與靚女的一席話

勁歌 IN GENERAL 就唔講住啦,我新城同最想講既叱咤都未講,唔講住~

回應一下之前個 post 既 comments 先!

係呀!佢勁型呀~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~ 呀~~~~~~~~!!!!!!! 真係勁開心!話說過左一半有多,呀詩都未有獎羅,千嬅又無,呀靚女就問我「楊千嬅都未羅獎呀? 唔知有無呢? 咁你估何韻詩係咪黎陪跑齋坐呢?」我好快就回佢「無線嘛,千嬅連係叱咤都羅唔到大獎,係無線無大獎就唔奇啦,金曲都應該有既」靚女好同意我既意見,佢都覺得烈女應該入圍。但講到呀詩啦喎,我就話「一定會有金曲獎既!佢首歌咁 good (作曲填詞編曲監制都咁店,係專業音樂獎 cash 呀都有獎啦) 又 hit 點會唔金曲呀!」靚女好懷疑我既「推測」,佢話首歌係幾好,但好難講架嘛,劉生咁都仲有大獎就知啦,所以佢覺得係我個人偏好既問題喎!到左呀詩羅「傑出表現金獎」既時候,勁感動,因為佢唱到最後一句「可要像梁祝那樣愛」既時候,勁多人一齊唱,依我聽係咁多個 artist 最多人一齊和唱,然後勁多 applause!靚女咁岩去左 shower,佢一出黎我就同佢講,點知佢話「咁都上左台就應該無金曲獎啦」,雖然我覺得好似好有道理,但又無乜道理喎,最後一首,仲有邊個先? 跟住真係呀詩羅「金曲獎」既時候,靚女本來已經入左房,我勁叫番佢出黎,雖然唱第二次,但唱到最後都仲係有咁多人一齊唱「可要像梁祝那樣愛」!!然後一樣咁多 applause!!! 靚女都話「係好多人支持喎」,梗係,學靚女話齋,有實力既人係一定會有發圍既時候既!呢個係我地 home 既 theory 1,只係我地所講既實力並唔係單指某項技能或知識,一個空有知識但一 d 常識﹝現在大部份人把她稱作「通識」﹞都無既人係我地 home 既標準係唔可以算做有實力既!實力亦包含做人處事,待人接物既態度同對社會既認知!

哈哈!總知就好開心啦!一首比較新既歌「圓滿」都好正架!

我另外有個叫「音樂隨筆」既 post,今次講 HOCC 呀!link 係: http://hk.myblog.yahoo.com/candy-art

今日仲未 publish,但快了,看住其他 post 先啦,請 bookmark 一下再返去 check 啦!^_^

Friday, January 13, 2006

HOCC X 梁祝

原來今日係黑色星期五,早知就唔返工啦!(有關係咩? 有 d 啦,我老細今日返黎嘛,我驚 black Friday 會影響到佢 d 情緒。) 可能真係借口一個啦!

受到我同事既影響,我又係公司播,播咩? 呀詩既「梁祝下世傳奇」,正!十個正都唔夠比!不過好唔開心,因為上演o個排前後受工作影響,好少留意娛樂o野,o個排連新一季日劇都無追!我知 Endy 會出碟,但唔知佢做舞台劇喎!我知呀詩會有舞台劇搞,但我o個期又無乜心機,無留意賣飛就 miss 左啦!:( 我有係電台聽過「化蝶」同「勞斯、萊斯」,但唔知係舞台劇既歌!唉~~~

聽左 live 版既 cd 後就更好想快 d 出 vcd,因為好想看,終於等到啦!無奈,我家的 notebook 年代已久,沒有 dvd。早知在公司播的話,就買紀念版 cd + dvd box set 啦!>.<

不過呢,死啦,越看就越 buy 佢地,我連續看左兩日仲未厭,今日老闆返黎唔敢播,我係到播 mp3,成個 list 都係呀詩同 Endy 架!不過都覺得自己好勁,Endy 既歌我首首都有架,我係買 cd copy 過機架!呀詩既都係,不過依家剩番 d 我比較鍾意聽既係部腦度,e.g. 上面講o個兩首同露絲瑪莉o個期。

想來想去都唔明,點解呀詩搵 d 合作 partner 次次都咁好既? 好 = 我鍾意! 哈哈!好似「化蝶」既 mv,就有周俊偉,勁正!(p.s. 自此 mv 一出,我每次唱 k 都唱,初初幾乎每次同唔同 friend 唱 k,d friend 都會問: 邊個黎架?) 仲有「勞斯、萊斯」既 Edison 同日籍 model,我 d friend 都有問個 model 係邊個。:P 而舞台劇仲有 Endy 添!可能我地眼光一致!(<-- 好明顯係到發緊白日夢)

再次沉溺在自我空間中~

p.s. 補充番上次 wild day out 既 post 呀,go glory 既 goro 原來係 endy 隊 band 黎架! 之前好多次 function 都有出過,不過,恕我眼力差,我真係唔係好認得出囉 :p 唔係係 endy 個 blog 度見到 wild day out d pic,番看番 endy 既 mv 先發現呢!:p

Thursday, January 05, 2006

Fascinated then Addicted to

(moved here)
I was listening to the radio when helping my Aunt yesterday. The radio program was a general talk show and yesterday they were talking about Flight Attendent. When the boy DJ asked the girl why she wanted to be FA before they talked about 'dream'. Dunno why the word 'long for' made me suddenly thought of 'addicted to' [all in Cantonese and when writting the article, i found out that not a single word in English can fully explain the chinese one :P]

And thus I made myself a promise that I should write sth. about this today.

Now I finished and posted in my 'candy-art' site.

If you are interested or you wanna know me more, please visit:

迷上、迷戀、沉溺 Part 1迷上、迷戀、沉溺 Part 2 (originally one post; forced to split as they're too long [as prompted by Y!])

Wednesday, January 04, 2006

特稿! Grasshopper 瘦身舞~

[編後按: 前言 from elsewhere -
'coz they're tooooooo Great that i left my previous planned entries empty and write this first!
Thanks my colleague to let me watch such a great show! esp. their dance! great 80's.... haha~ funny but... v.v.v. useful in keeping fit!
Check out the 'Grasshopper Body-building Dance' summarized by us! :D (編後按: 如下)]

本來預計好要寫既 entries 宜家都要跳過唔寫住,因為 Grasshopper 實在太勁!大家記住去搵佢地 2005 回歸樂壇個 concert 黎看呀!尤其是。。。想瘦身既小姐們!

「重大發現!草蜢既 80 年代舞步既收身功能一絕呀!」

本來只係係公司笑下 d 老土但好勁既舞蹈,點知下晝返到公司,同事們好 buy,好 high 咁番看左o個段 vcd 好多次。跟住我看住佢地係度學跳,話說勁過跳 aerobic!我同事仲話下次唱 k 一定要試下!做完手頭上既野之後,我又去湊熱鬧,原來。。。唔單只好笑,仲好得!

草蜢瘦身操: (disc 3 既 medley 舞蹈精華)

第一式、「來吧!三分鐘放縱!來吧!三分鐘放縱!」請留意 vcd disc 3 既 medley,注意佢地既舞姿!雙腳前後腳企,一手渣咪,一手伸出,做「三」字既動作,跟住節奏分三下舉高~ 唱左兩句要重複兩次!呢個動作可以收 bye bye 肉!記住要挺胸收腹!有助改善身形!仲有要換手渣咪架,咪「鴛鴦」手架!

第二式、同一首 medley,因為四面台,佢地不時會轉身!練好呢個轉身動作,可以收腰!雙腳都係自然前後企,一手渣咪,一手可自然舉起 or 伸出,要當自己係四面台上面,所以你要先決定好轉動方向。向右時重點腳在右邊,扭腰面向右邊既觀眾,再慢慢將左腳抬起,轉身望後面既觀眾,整個過程只有左腳「郁」架咋!仲唔扭腰!記住要左右都做喔!

第三式、都係同一首 medley~ (句歌詞遲 d 搵比你地呀!) 雙腳呈「pre-紮馬」形,一手渣咪,一手伸直,配合音樂,舉高伸出既手,同時雙腳坐下,個句唱完之時會變成紮馬跟單手舉高,舉高時頭要依勢向上望,咁配合呼吸呀!呢個動作唔晒講都知係訓練協調性同收大腿啦!bye bye 肉都係有幫助架!

第四式、依舊係個一首 medley~ 唱唱下歌要打側躺下,假設你面向右側,你既右手 elbow 以下前臂位置要放係地上撐住自己,同自己成 perpendicular,右腳係地上,左腳屈膝跨過右腿,左腳腳底放係右腳大腿既前方。係你做o岩呢個動作既時候,你既上身應該有所傾斜,扭腰收腹功效極佳!係 vcd 度你可看到佢地既 six packs! 呢個動作仲可以收手臂,經測試,唔知 bye bye 肉收,連 bicep 位都應該會酸酸地,相信對收手臂有一定功能!

仲有一個係蔡一傑既 always 動作,上下扭動 s 型,唔只收腰,pat 同腳都收,簡直係全身運動。聽聞 joey 既 concert 都有扭,但扭得好僵硬,唔靚。Apply yoga miss 既 theory,扭得越 smooth,身體越 flexible 時,你既 figure 應該都好左好多。唔好看小扭腰同扭 pat 既動作,呢個上下扭 s,最靚既係可「郁」到背脊後面腰同 pat 之前o個到,好瘦既人o個到好多時同有 fat,唔好看的,咁扭法,持之以恆就一定 fit!

暫時只 summarize 到呢四式,我同事話會回家好好練習同繼續煲 vcd,務求可以 summarize 到全套「草蜢瘦身操」同「草蜢無 machine 操 fit 法」喎,咁就可以女仔瘦 d fit d,男仔 fit d 型 d!^_^

記住係草蜢 2005 年既 concert!vcd boxset 既 disc 3,a e i o u 既 medley!

Tuesday, January 03, 2006

恭賀新禧!!!!!!!

(moved here)
新既一年,小天使我已經有好多野想同大家分享 (雖然當中包括未來得及寫既 2005 年既事同 2005 年各類大事總結),計有 (按時序):

1. 2005 年平安夜 party
2. 2005 年聖誕節新城頒獎禮
3. 2005 年 boxing day 後補假既日記
4. 2005 年小天使嚴選之"新聞"大事
5. 2005 年小天使嚴選之"另類"大事
6. 2005 年我的十大
7. 2005 年大除夕夜之"偶遇靚仔記"
8. 2006 年元旦日叱咤頒獎禮
9. 2006 年我的展望

好!慢慢寫啦!1 同 2 已經諗好左好耐,好快可以寫完。3 係好簡單既 diary~ 4 已寫好稿,放左係屋企,返去打埋佢就得啦!5 係仲未諗的 6 係真係要嚴選,我的最愛已列出,要在投票選十大!7 係一定要寫!!!真係好靚仔架!靚仔程度係我地成張檯都"呆左咁望住佢",我張檯男女比例係 1:1!!! 但居然 d 男仔都好熱衷去偷拍! 8 係好"有感而發",一路看一路想同大家分享!9 係真係要好好諗下,近幾年 d 展望都好似麻麻地實現咁,今年要好好想清楚,亦要努力 d 至得!

2005. 12. 27 聖誕假期最後一天

聖誕假期最後一天,到了久違的稻香飲茶。還好,不用等很久,可能因為樓下有一間「迎喜大酒樓」吧,分散人流。

很久沒吃蘿蔔絲酥餅,有點忘了它原來的味道,只是外表看來,好像比前小了一點,但還是覺得很好吃!還吃了一芋泥餐飽,飽很軟,芋泥很濃,味道很好,很好吃,有點驚喜。閒逛了一下銅鑼灣,忘了帶 fancl 的 vip card,結果來不及在 2005 年把積分積好,原來有的10%,本來還可以變 5%,結果,二號才去買,白白送了 24 分給 fancl,也錯過了我本應拿到的 5% off! :__(

姑姐過了「海」,到香港來了,因為 wild day out,沒有跟他們吃飯,最終還是要跟他們見見面吧!約了姑姐吃晚飯,下午先會合他們。很驚訝,我的小弟弟 Alistar 小朋友居然還記得我,遠遠就叫了我一聲,走的時候還緊握着我的手。哈!我想要是我真的去教小朋友,我也應該稱職吧!帶 Alistar 回家,再一次看到我最小的堂弟弟,喔!樣子真的變了很多喔!他是我第一次看的「初出生 baby」(應該我弟也是,可是我沒印象),在 baby 房的時候跟彌月時的樣子有差卻還認得,現在是完全看不出來!胖嘟嘟的,挺可愛!不愛哭的小孩~ 有點像女生的小男生,跟哥哥很不像呢,名字卻比哥哥男生很多,他是小 Alfred!中文也是,哥哥的是中性名字,弟弟的是十足男生名字。

雖然小 Alfred 長的比較像媽媽,可是胖嘟嘟的,可可愛愛才跟我們有點像嘛!我跟弟弟小時候也是很可愛的胖寶寶喔!

晚上吃了火鍋!還不錯,$$ 跟 quality 永遠都成正比,所以,應該沒有伯伯說的那麼不濟。說人家不行前先看看自己拿些甚麼出來囉。

中學以後,很少朋友叫我的中文名字,剛剛一聽,才發現原來他們都知道我的名字,突然有很「家人」的感覺。

2005. 12. 24 Christmas Eve

2005. 12. 24 Christmas Eve

今年是連續兩年與中學姐妹開 party,感覺很好,很 warm!之前煩惱開 party 的地方時,有人問: 點解要開 party 呀? 出街食 dinner,再去廣東道 count down 都好好呀! 是的!自從大學 year 2,連續三年也是在廣東道過的!但,心總有一點「未盡興」,我想打從小時候爸爸帶我去現代開 party 後,在我的生命裡,聖誕 = 開 party,還要把地點佈置得很有氣氛。

記得小時候學校一定有 party,爸爸也會帶我去現代的。中學的聖誕 party 更是隆重,會弄很多吃的玩的,又有 variety show,好開心!離開中學的第一年,爺爺去世,剛巧在聖誕前後,心思也不在慶祝上,只隱約記得當天跟很多朋友講了很長的電話。Year 2 是香港第一年的冬季嘉年華,去過嘉年華後一起吃飯,再一起擠到廣東道上去。Year 3 也是。到畢業後的第一年,可能因為還「習慣」跟他們慶祝吧,地點也是廣東道。

終於在去年,我的 party 癮發作,難得我的一眾姐妹響應,開始了我們一年一度的 party!!! ^_^

今年吸收經驗,減少了食物,還是吃不完,可是朋友們可以「打包」回家,又食又拿的感覺很好!丹丹說,去年的火雞她家弄成「火雞湯米」,很好吃。Wance 說她家是炒熱當菜配飯,西菜中煮,也很好吃。我聽了很高興。今年,丹丹拿了羊架 (再加些炸雞和牛排),Wance 拿了牛排春卷并盤 (再加些炸雞和羊架),kaman 拿了焗飯 (再加些炸雞、羊架和牛排)。Wance 前兩天告訴我,當晚她一回家,弟弟便開始吃牛排羊架當宵夜!春卷隔天煎過再吃很好吃!聽了真的有點感動!^_^ 謝謝!

今年有 hymns section,閒聊,uno 跟 killer!當然還有 gift exchange 跟 count down!播的是 jay's concert。Party 的感覺漸漸回來了!明年,我要播 christmas carols 和 set dress code! 當然,如果有一處不受時間限制的地方給我開 party 就最好不過了!

P.S. Photos taken by Winnie, not yet available! :( Sorry~

What is important in your life?

係 winnie 既 xanga 度看到個 quiz,得閒咪做下囉,都幾準喎,哈哈!

Family is most important in your life.



Having a high focus on family indicates that you are a loving and nurturing person. You want to have a nice big family of your own, and you are very close with your siblings and parents.


Life Piechart - QuizGalaxy.com

Take this quiz at QuizGalaxy.com

Monday, January 02, 2006

新年換 template~

新既一年,要有 d 新景象,見到一地 d blog skin 好靚我都想換呀!可惜我未搵到 d 靚靚相 as 呢度既 background,搵度我都要搵地方 host!:p

雖然我成日度處試唔同既 blog host site,但都係唔捨得放棄呢到。講真,講 function 同靚,呢度就真係無乜過人之處,但我都係鍾意呢度簡單 d,同埋有一個我好 buy 既 function~ :) xanga 同 msn 都無架!

netvigator 既 hompy 都好靚,但我同細佬 share account,所以唔可以自己霸晒個 hompy,雖然佢應該無異議。

xanga,msn 同 forumer blog 我都有,但 function 唔同,用慣呢到,呢到就好似返左屋企比我「亂o翕」咁,好 warm 下架!xanga 呢,係同 d friends 交流下 d 比較 serious 既野,其實即係似番 d 我以前既隨筆。msn 就好似一個 summary 咁,我既 friends 只要係 msn 度 check,就可以知我邊個 blog 有新野 update,click 下條 link 就 ok 啦!

forumer 我一路都用開個 forum,blog 呢,本來只係想試下佢 d function,又 ok 喎!就順利成章變埋我既「遊記」,我懸空多年既 travel web 終於可以以另一個形式出下場啦!

其實仲有好多唔同既 blog host 同 blog writer,但花多眼亂,新既一年,換下 template 算啦,如果有朝一日真係覺得呢到好 boring,或者我先諗下去第二度啦!